My favourite song this month is Lelaki Ini by Anuar Zain. Some may call me vain and a helpless 'jiwang karat' girl, but the romantic side of me made me fall for this ever truly love song. I fell in love with this song the first time I heard the song being aired on Era. And ever since, I'd be waiting every single minute of my day for the song on Era and Hot.fm.

I have my own vision of this song that I share with my best friends involving my wedding day (which I do not know when and who might it be with hehehe). But I am really eager to set my hands on the full album when it is released.

On a different story, I can't wait for the hectic weeks to end. Hopefully soon. I have been working so hard that I never have time for myself anymore. And I have been missing a lot. Shopping for instance, I did not have anytime to spend on things I needed and have been saving for. Anyway, I did find time last Thursday to go to Mid Valley in work clothes after deciding to take leave after an important event and that was done there and then after the event ended. Luckily my boss did not object to it since she would have on other occasions. I had plans with friends but it seemed that they could not make it. So there I was, all dressed up in work attire (I love going to KL with the sophisticated look), and heading to Mid Valley after visiting a colleague in the hospital. And as planned, I headed for the Centre Court for the free make-over by M.A.C. for the launching of smoke signals. Did a bit of touch up there and I was stunned to see my face in the mirror. I have never worn smokey eyes since my eyes ar large and they'd make me look like a 'step mother' as my mom would say. But this definitelly didn't. So, there I headed to the M.A.C. store and bought the fabulous make-up thingy and went splurging on shoes.

So, there goes my shopping splurge for this time of the Mega Sale period. Wish I had more time, but tomorrow is the end of the Mega Sale. Maybe next year.

Big Girls Don't Cry

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

I hope you know
I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps
'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

La Da Da Da Da Da

This is now my current favourite song. It has been playing over and over in my head. I seem to be in a trance when I listen to this song. It seems like I have something in my mind that I have to sort out myself - which is true. And I don't know where to spill it all out. Here? Hmmm.. maybe. But I don't think so.

One thing for sure, I love this song. It is so ME.