Monday, April 25, 2005
♥ Happy 56th Birthday...
Pada hari ini dalam tahun 1949, lahirlah seorang bayi lelaki dalam sebuah keluarga di Kuala Terengganu yang menjadi anak kelapan dalam keluarga tersebut. Kelahiran bayi ini tidak disangka oleh keluarga ini kerana mereka telahpun ingat bahawa abangnya yang lahir sebelas tahun sebelumnya merupakan yang bongsu dan telah pun digelar Paksu oleh anak-anak buahnya. Maka di kalangan anak buahnya, dia digelar Pak (jika disebut ikut loghat Terengganu, jadinya Pok).
Dibesarkan bersama-sama dengan anak-anak buahnya yang sebaya dengannya, menjadi rakan sepermainan mereka sehinggakan panggilan Cek dan Ayah bertukar mengikut panggilan anak-anak buahnya kepada Cek dan Ayahnya menjadi Tok dan To'ki.
Sifat ingin tahu dan ingin mengubah nasib keluarga yang susah mendorong beliau untuk tekun belajar dan terus mengorak langkah demi mencapai cita-cita tersebut. Kerana ingin mengubah nasib diri dan keluarga terutama ketika melihat kesungguhan dan kepayahan ibu dan bapanya menyara keluarga yang besar, dia melipat gandakan usahanya. Dan ternyata berkat usaha serta bekal doa ibu dan bapanya, dia berjaya melanjutkan pelajarannya ke sebuah sekolah berasrama penuh yang berprestij sehingga kini yang mana sebelum ini dikhususkan untuk keluarga diraja sahaja. Akhirnya, berbekalkan keazaman dan doa keluarganya, dia berjaya ke Kolej Melayu Kuala Kangsar.
Kehidupan di MCKK merupakan perubahan yang besar kerana daripada hanya seorang budak kampung yang serba kekurangan, dia menjejakkan kaki ke sekolah yang berprestij dan suasana juga berubah. Namun itu tidak menjadi penghalang beliau untuk teruskan usaha. Di sini jugalah dia membina peribadi dan perwatakan serta melatih dirinya untuk menjadi pemimpin. Segala cita-cita yang tersimpan membara di dalam diri untuk mengubah nasib keluarganya menjadi pendorong semangat mencapai kejayaan yang cemerlang di sini. Antara kenangan yang masih segar di ingatan adalah ketika rakannya bertanya apakah yang ingin dia jadi apabila tamat sekolah nanti? Jawapannya adalah menjadi 'Snake charmer'.
Tamat pengajian di MCKK, dia mendapat tempat di Kolej Pertanian Serdang untuk meneruskan pengajian di dalam Diploma Pertanian. Dia telah berjaya untuk melangkau tahun pertamanya dan terus masuk ke tahun dua.
Selesai mendapatkan diplomanya, dia ditawarkan belajar di Lousiana State University untuk Bachelor of Science dengan full scholarship. Dan dia rasakan yang dia ingin terus menyambung pengajiannya ke peringkat Masters. Lalu dia meneruskan pengajiannya ke peringkat Masters.
Pulang ke tanahair, dia telah ditawarkan berkhidmat di sebuah badan kerajaan dalam bidang ternakan. Dia juga telah bertemu wanita idaman hatinya di tempat dia bekerja. Dan mereka telah mendirikan rumahtangga pada tahun 1977.
Dia telah dikurniakan 3 orang cahayamata sehingga tahun 1984 dan membawa keluarganya ke tempat dia meneruskan PhDnya. Dia bertungkus lumus meneruskan pengajiannya untuk menjadi expert dan alhamdulillah, berkat usahanya, dia memperolehi PhDnya pada tahun 1987.
Dia terus berkhidmat di badan kerajaan tersebut dan menjadi salah seorang yang maihr dan pakar dalam bidang ternakan. Dia telah menjadi idola buat ramai anak buahnya yang melihat beliau mampu membawa perubahan kepada keluarganya. Ibunya meninggal dunia ketika dia menghabiskan PhDnya. Bapanya pula sempat melihat dia membawa ijazah tertinggi tersebut walaupun pada ketika itu, bapanya telah tua dan uzur.
Dalam menempuhi dunia kerjaya selepas PhDnya, dia telah dikurniakan seorang lagi cahayamata lelaki. Namun demikian, ujian yang menimpa dirinya amat besar. Anaknya yang ketiga meninggal dunia selepas pulang daripada solat Jumaat. Dugaan tersebut merupakan dugaan yang hebat buatnya kerana anaknya itu saling tidak tumpah sifatnya dengannya. Walaupun sedih, dia akur dengan kehendak dan ketetapan Ilahi. Dan Allah Maha Berkuasa kerana kebanyakan sifat pada arwah telah turun kepada anaknya yang bongsu. Sedikit sebanyak, kerinduan pada arwah terubat jua dengan gelagat si bongsu.
Kini setelah 56 tahun melihat dunia dan menempuhi segala onak dan durinya, usianya sekali lagi telah meningkat setahun lagi berbanding semalam. Segala impian yang diimpikannya selama ini telah pun menjadi kenyataan sebahagiannya. Dan dia telah secara rasminya bersara dari berkhidmat dalam badan kerajaan tersebut.
Selamat Hari Lahir Ayah. Moga terus murah rezeki, diberkati selalu dan bahagia di hari mendatang. Ayah tetap menjadi idola dan role model buat diri ini. Moga apa yang telah anakmu capai ini menjadi kebanggaan ayah seperti mana kami semua, anak-anakmu ini berbangga mempunyai seorang ayah yang disegani dan disayangi ini. Maaf kerana masih belum tertunai janji yang anakmu ini buat sewaktu petah berkata-kata di usia 3 tahun iaitu untuk menghadiahkan sebuah kereta Mercedes Benz buat ayah.
Selamat Hari Lahir Ayah.
Dibesarkan bersama-sama dengan anak-anak buahnya yang sebaya dengannya, menjadi rakan sepermainan mereka sehinggakan panggilan Cek dan Ayah bertukar mengikut panggilan anak-anak buahnya kepada Cek dan Ayahnya menjadi Tok dan To'ki.
Sifat ingin tahu dan ingin mengubah nasib keluarga yang susah mendorong beliau untuk tekun belajar dan terus mengorak langkah demi mencapai cita-cita tersebut. Kerana ingin mengubah nasib diri dan keluarga terutama ketika melihat kesungguhan dan kepayahan ibu dan bapanya menyara keluarga yang besar, dia melipat gandakan usahanya. Dan ternyata berkat usaha serta bekal doa ibu dan bapanya, dia berjaya melanjutkan pelajarannya ke sebuah sekolah berasrama penuh yang berprestij sehingga kini yang mana sebelum ini dikhususkan untuk keluarga diraja sahaja. Akhirnya, berbekalkan keazaman dan doa keluarganya, dia berjaya ke Kolej Melayu Kuala Kangsar.
Kehidupan di MCKK merupakan perubahan yang besar kerana daripada hanya seorang budak kampung yang serba kekurangan, dia menjejakkan kaki ke sekolah yang berprestij dan suasana juga berubah. Namun itu tidak menjadi penghalang beliau untuk teruskan usaha. Di sini jugalah dia membina peribadi dan perwatakan serta melatih dirinya untuk menjadi pemimpin. Segala cita-cita yang tersimpan membara di dalam diri untuk mengubah nasib keluarganya menjadi pendorong semangat mencapai kejayaan yang cemerlang di sini. Antara kenangan yang masih segar di ingatan adalah ketika rakannya bertanya apakah yang ingin dia jadi apabila tamat sekolah nanti? Jawapannya adalah menjadi 'Snake charmer'.
Tamat pengajian di MCKK, dia mendapat tempat di Kolej Pertanian Serdang untuk meneruskan pengajian di dalam Diploma Pertanian. Dia telah berjaya untuk melangkau tahun pertamanya dan terus masuk ke tahun dua.
Selesai mendapatkan diplomanya, dia ditawarkan belajar di Lousiana State University untuk Bachelor of Science dengan full scholarship. Dan dia rasakan yang dia ingin terus menyambung pengajiannya ke peringkat Masters. Lalu dia meneruskan pengajiannya ke peringkat Masters.
Pulang ke tanahair, dia telah ditawarkan berkhidmat di sebuah badan kerajaan dalam bidang ternakan. Dia juga telah bertemu wanita idaman hatinya di tempat dia bekerja. Dan mereka telah mendirikan rumahtangga pada tahun 1977.
Dia telah dikurniakan 3 orang cahayamata sehingga tahun 1984 dan membawa keluarganya ke tempat dia meneruskan PhDnya. Dia bertungkus lumus meneruskan pengajiannya untuk menjadi expert dan alhamdulillah, berkat usahanya, dia memperolehi PhDnya pada tahun 1987.
Dia terus berkhidmat di badan kerajaan tersebut dan menjadi salah seorang yang maihr dan pakar dalam bidang ternakan. Dia telah menjadi idola buat ramai anak buahnya yang melihat beliau mampu membawa perubahan kepada keluarganya. Ibunya meninggal dunia ketika dia menghabiskan PhDnya. Bapanya pula sempat melihat dia membawa ijazah tertinggi tersebut walaupun pada ketika itu, bapanya telah tua dan uzur.
Dalam menempuhi dunia kerjaya selepas PhDnya, dia telah dikurniakan seorang lagi cahayamata lelaki. Namun demikian, ujian yang menimpa dirinya amat besar. Anaknya yang ketiga meninggal dunia selepas pulang daripada solat Jumaat. Dugaan tersebut merupakan dugaan yang hebat buatnya kerana anaknya itu saling tidak tumpah sifatnya dengannya. Walaupun sedih, dia akur dengan kehendak dan ketetapan Ilahi. Dan Allah Maha Berkuasa kerana kebanyakan sifat pada arwah telah turun kepada anaknya yang bongsu. Sedikit sebanyak, kerinduan pada arwah terubat jua dengan gelagat si bongsu.
Kini setelah 56 tahun melihat dunia dan menempuhi segala onak dan durinya, usianya sekali lagi telah meningkat setahun lagi berbanding semalam. Segala impian yang diimpikannya selama ini telah pun menjadi kenyataan sebahagiannya. Dan dia telah secara rasminya bersara dari berkhidmat dalam badan kerajaan tersebut.
Selamat Hari Lahir Ayah. Moga terus murah rezeki, diberkati selalu dan bahagia di hari mendatang. Ayah tetap menjadi idola dan role model buat diri ini. Moga apa yang telah anakmu capai ini menjadi kebanggaan ayah seperti mana kami semua, anak-anakmu ini berbangga mempunyai seorang ayah yang disegani dan disayangi ini. Maaf kerana masih belum tertunai janji yang anakmu ini buat sewaktu petah berkata-kata di usia 3 tahun iaitu untuk menghadiahkan sebuah kereta Mercedes Benz buat ayah.
Selamat Hari Lahir Ayah.
Am i really never good enough for you?
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Saturday, April 23, 2005
♥ Selamat Bersara Ayah
Cuti Maulidur Rasul yang lepas telah dihabiskan dengan membantu my dad packing his things from his office. That was the second time I went to his office. And I was a bit sad and touched stepping in his office to help him clear up his things. He has been with the government body for 30 years. His office was full of papers and books. And I have never been in a researcher's office before.
I do have pictures of his room that day. But I can not download it here due to technical problems.
Being a senior researcher for 30 years really had him contribute a lot to the industry. He is categorized as an expert in his field. Imagine reports on his research and everything he contributed to the industry really made him wanted to keep all his work.
When I was in primary school and in secondary school, I wanted to follow his footsteps. But I can't recall what went wrong and I don't know why I hated Biology at that time which made me switch to Accounts. But one thing for sure, I would really like to be like him. He is my idol in this career eventhough we are in a different field.
Today will be his last day to punch his punch card. And starting officially on Monday, his 56th birthday, he will be a retiree. Selamat bersara Ayah.
I do have pictures of his room that day. But I can not download it here due to technical problems.
Being a senior researcher for 30 years really had him contribute a lot to the industry. He is categorized as an expert in his field. Imagine reports on his research and everything he contributed to the industry really made him wanted to keep all his work.
When I was in primary school and in secondary school, I wanted to follow his footsteps. But I can't recall what went wrong and I don't know why I hated Biology at that time which made me switch to Accounts. But one thing for sure, I would really like to be like him. He is my idol in this career eventhough we are in a different field.
Today will be his last day to punch his punch card. And starting officially on Monday, his 56th birthday, he will be a retiree. Selamat bersara Ayah.
Am i really never good enough for you?
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Tuesday, April 19, 2005
♥ Coffee addict
Last week, I received an email from a friend of mine containing pictures of beautiful designed coffees with just cream and another form of liquid (I guess it's chocolate syrup) plus cinnamon. Being a caffiene addict, I was staring at my monitor with saliva nearly dripping from my mouth! Well, not really, but I felt that I needed a cup of coffee to make me turn back to normal. That is how addicted I am to coffee.
Previously, I really need to have a cup early in the morning, during lunch, tea break and after getting back from work. But I managed to cut down my intake since I felt uncomfortable to have to sip coffee every single minute. At first, it was quite hard, but then I got used to it. And now when I have a cup of black coffee, I really enjoy the delicious aroma and the taste makes me feel that I am in heaven! That's how I really enjoy it nowadays. I try not to take coffee in any daily meals but at special times or special occasions only. And at that specific moment, I really enjoy every sip until the last drop.
These are the pictures that I mentioned earlier. It makes me want to sit down and enjoy the aroma and the beautiful sight of it rather than drinking the coffee itself. But knowing myself, I think that I would finish it and enjoy the coffee till the last drop.
Yummy kan? Anyway, I was thinking of asking some of my friends out for a coffee break at Starbucks or Coffee Bean. But since I am quite far from the nearest Coffee Bean outlet, I will just have to settle with Starbucks. Any takers?
*Alang, Kak Rose, Kak N, Kak Mimi, Abg Badrul, Tiesya, Shai, Khai & Adli... lamanya tidak ketemu. Bila lagi ye?
**J, Sky and all tak nak ke lepak2 sama2? Actually jumpa for the first time la.. :)
Previously, I really need to have a cup early in the morning, during lunch, tea break and after getting back from work. But I managed to cut down my intake since I felt uncomfortable to have to sip coffee every single minute. At first, it was quite hard, but then I got used to it. And now when I have a cup of black coffee, I really enjoy the delicious aroma and the taste makes me feel that I am in heaven! That's how I really enjoy it nowadays. I try not to take coffee in any daily meals but at special times or special occasions only. And at that specific moment, I really enjoy every sip until the last drop.
These are the pictures that I mentioned earlier. It makes me want to sit down and enjoy the aroma and the beautiful sight of it rather than drinking the coffee itself. But knowing myself, I think that I would finish it and enjoy the coffee till the last drop.
Yummy kan? Anyway, I was thinking of asking some of my friends out for a coffee break at Starbucks or Coffee Bean. But since I am quite far from the nearest Coffee Bean outlet, I will just have to settle with Starbucks. Any takers?
*Alang, Kak Rose, Kak N, Kak Mimi, Abg Badrul, Tiesya, Shai, Khai & Adli... lamanya tidak ketemu. Bila lagi ye?
**J, Sky and all tak nak ke lepak2 sama2? Actually jumpa for the first time la.. :)
Am i really never good enough for you?
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Monday, April 18, 2005
♥ Selamat Pengantin Baru
It has been quite sometime since I last went back to my mother's hometown let alone my father's hometown. If I am not mistaken, the last time was last Hari Raya. Previously, I would tag along if my parents went back. But nowadays, I seldomly find the time 'appropriate' for me to follow. Either it is because I have to settle urgent matters in the office or just plain tired (what an excuse right?)
Well last Saturday, I did went back to my mother's hometown in Melaka - Masjid Tanah to be exact. The actual purpose was to attend my mother's cousin's wedding (kiranya pangkat pakcik to me). The groom is a year younger than me and is still studying to finish his degree somewhere.
The theme colour was green - hijau pucuk pisang. That is the colour trend nowadays. Luckily the groom is quite fair. I didn't stay long until the bride arrived because we (my parents and I) had plans to visit my youngest brother in Jasin. And the wedding ceremony was quite a grand ceremony with deejays and all. And you can imagine Melaka right? With the famous joget lambak and singing out of pitch and silat stuff right? Well, I don't know what happened after we left but one thing for sure, the singing out of pitch did happen. And I think that they were closely to have the joget lambak because the songs were mainly from the 60's and 70's. Satu lagu yang dimainkan masa I tengah makan was R. Azmi's song yang ada 'pakai baju kancingla suasa'. I almost choked listening to the pakcik yang nyanyikan lagu tu.
Eventhough that we (the groom and I) are related in a way, it has been ages I guess since we talked to each other. If I do visit them on Hari Raya, he would be out or sleeping in his room. Not only him, but his eldest brother as well. He has one brother and one sister. But his brother and sister does spend time with us especially on Hari Raya. One thing that I notice is there is some inferiority between them. Like if Along (the eldest) is talking with me and comes his twin sister, he will just shut his mouth and leave. I thought there was something urgent to settle or what so ever. But I was wrong. He would just go away and do something else. And I do not know why. But the answer that I have come up with is that his parents will compare him with his siblings and he will feel down with that. Anyway, with us, he is okay and we do not judge him by what his parents say about him.
The ceremony was quite a grand ceremony and I met with my grandmother from Singapore (my mom's aunt). That was the first time meeting with relatives from Singapore. Actually when I was in primary school I did meet with them. But that was a long time ago.
Well, at least I got to meet up with my cousins and aunts and uncles on the day but the not so good part is the question when will it be my turn. The answer is - TUNGGGUUUUUU!!! Naahh.. just kidding.
Selamat Pengantin Baru to H and SS. Moga kekal bahagia ke anak cucu.
Well last Saturday, I did went back to my mother's hometown in Melaka - Masjid Tanah to be exact. The actual purpose was to attend my mother's cousin's wedding (kiranya pangkat pakcik to me). The groom is a year younger than me and is still studying to finish his degree somewhere.
The theme colour was green - hijau pucuk pisang. That is the colour trend nowadays. Luckily the groom is quite fair. I didn't stay long until the bride arrived because we (my parents and I) had plans to visit my youngest brother in Jasin. And the wedding ceremony was quite a grand ceremony with deejays and all. And you can imagine Melaka right? With the famous joget lambak and singing out of pitch and silat stuff right? Well, I don't know what happened after we left but one thing for sure, the singing out of pitch did happen. And I think that they were closely to have the joget lambak because the songs were mainly from the 60's and 70's. Satu lagu yang dimainkan masa I tengah makan was R. Azmi's song yang ada 'pakai baju kancingla suasa'. I almost choked listening to the pakcik yang nyanyikan lagu tu.
Eventhough that we (the groom and I) are related in a way, it has been ages I guess since we talked to each other. If I do visit them on Hari Raya, he would be out or sleeping in his room. Not only him, but his eldest brother as well. He has one brother and one sister. But his brother and sister does spend time with us especially on Hari Raya. One thing that I notice is there is some inferiority between them. Like if Along (the eldest) is talking with me and comes his twin sister, he will just shut his mouth and leave. I thought there was something urgent to settle or what so ever. But I was wrong. He would just go away and do something else. And I do not know why. But the answer that I have come up with is that his parents will compare him with his siblings and he will feel down with that. Anyway, with us, he is okay and we do not judge him by what his parents say about him.
The ceremony was quite a grand ceremony and I met with my grandmother from Singapore (my mom's aunt). That was the first time meeting with relatives from Singapore. Actually when I was in primary school I did meet with them. But that was a long time ago.
Well, at least I got to meet up with my cousins and aunts and uncles on the day but the not so good part is the question when will it be my turn. The answer is - TUNGGGUUUUUU!!! Naahh.. just kidding.
Selamat Pengantin Baru to H and SS. Moga kekal bahagia ke anak cucu.
Am i really never good enough for you?
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Friday, April 15, 2005
♥ Thank you
Alhamdulillah.. after all the hard work and effort I have put through, the results were really great news. I felt so overwhelmed and relieved and happy after knowing all the sacrifice I made has been successful and did not go down the drain. What a feeling after all of the tense and emotional situations I have been through. Not only me, but all the people around me that made this thing come true. I am too happy to give further comments on it. But one thing for sure, I felt a certain rush of relieved after the results were out. And I felt like floating in the air. I was really light headed throughout the whole process and did not have enough sleep at all. But after the results were announced, tidur lena gila. I was really in a deep slumber after weeks of less sleep. I even had really dark circles under my eyes this week.
Anyway, I just wanted to thank all the people around me that made our mission accomplished. Eventhough we still have certain things to do like making ammendments, but all in all, we have been through the tough part. Thank you for bearing with my temper throughout the 2 days and throughout the whole process. Thank you for getting urgent things done on short notice and under a lot of pressure. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for making this sacrifice a great experience. Nothing more to say but thank you.
Anyway, I just wanted to thank all the people around me that made our mission accomplished. Eventhough we still have certain things to do like making ammendments, but all in all, we have been through the tough part. Thank you for bearing with my temper throughout the 2 days and throughout the whole process. Thank you for getting urgent things done on short notice and under a lot of pressure. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for making this sacrifice a great experience. Nothing more to say but thank you.
Am i really never good enough for you?
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Saturday, April 09, 2005
♥ People..
In a new relationship (friends etc) I really try to see the positive side of new friends before getting to know them. I would try to not judge them by the first impression they give. But I always fail to do that. Anyway, I would try to get to know them better and I would always put aside the negative first impression of a person. Who are we to judge a new person by comments from others right? And sometimes the comments given by people are not true. They are just jealous or have something against the new friend. Maybe they think that we will just forget about them and the new friend will try to steal us away from the bond of friendship that has been there for quite sometime. Trust me, that seldom happens. So do not worry if your friend finds a new pal to hang around with and forgets about you.
I watched Trek Selebriti last night. I really like the way Jimmy Shanley has bloomed to be quite a host. I have been following Trek Selebriti since the first episode. He really did look like a nerd and was a bit nervous. Who wouldn't be right?
I really thought that he would be like a very talkative person in real life. Not that in the TV he is not real, but you never know a person until you meet with them face to face.
But I was wrong. I met him at the launch of Khai's album. He was wearing office attire if I am not mistaken. His hair was shoulder length and was braided in many little braids. On TV, I thought that he was quite a good looking and cheerful guy. But that day, I really thought that he was quiet and a bit arrogant. Well, that was my first impression. I didn't even had the nerves or didn't even want to say hi or anything. But then, my friends asked to pose with him and I did join them. Well, guess that I did have the wrong first impression of him. He was friendly but a bit quiet. No sign of arrogance at all.
Last night, there was another side of Jimmy Shanley that proves me wrong of his so called arrogance (he is not actually, but that was my first impression of him). He is sensitive. Who would have thought that the cheerful and cheeky guy that hosts Trek Selebriti would break down and cry on air. And my heart really went out to him. I could imagine his feelings at that time. I also cried watching Trek Selebriti last night.
And what shocked me most was that he is no ordinary guy who only hosts Trek Selebriti. But he is an educated guy and has a permanent job as a Directing Manager! And look at the Merc that he owns. Oh my God! At only 25, he is running a company and is considered as successful! How I envy him.
All I have to say here is that do not judge a person through the first impression only. Get to know that person and you will see what a wonderful individu that person is. On the other hand, give good first impression to others because you will never know who is watching you.
I wish all the best to Jimmy Shanley in his life.
I watched Trek Selebriti last night. I really like the way Jimmy Shanley has bloomed to be quite a host. I have been following Trek Selebriti since the first episode. He really did look like a nerd and was a bit nervous. Who wouldn't be right?
I really thought that he would be like a very talkative person in real life. Not that in the TV he is not real, but you never know a person until you meet with them face to face.
But I was wrong. I met him at the launch of Khai's album. He was wearing office attire if I am not mistaken. His hair was shoulder length and was braided in many little braids. On TV, I thought that he was quite a good looking and cheerful guy. But that day, I really thought that he was quiet and a bit arrogant. Well, that was my first impression. I didn't even had the nerves or didn't even want to say hi or anything. But then, my friends asked to pose with him and I did join them. Well, guess that I did have the wrong first impression of him. He was friendly but a bit quiet. No sign of arrogance at all.
Last night, there was another side of Jimmy Shanley that proves me wrong of his so called arrogance (he is not actually, but that was my first impression of him). He is sensitive. Who would have thought that the cheerful and cheeky guy that hosts Trek Selebriti would break down and cry on air. And my heart really went out to him. I could imagine his feelings at that time. I also cried watching Trek Selebriti last night.
And what shocked me most was that he is no ordinary guy who only hosts Trek Selebriti. But he is an educated guy and has a permanent job as a Directing Manager! And look at the Merc that he owns. Oh my God! At only 25, he is running a company and is considered as successful! How I envy him.
All I have to say here is that do not judge a person through the first impression only. Get to know that person and you will see what a wonderful individu that person is. On the other hand, give good first impression to others because you will never know who is watching you.
I wish all the best to Jimmy Shanley in his life.
Am i really never good enough for you?
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Wednesday, April 06, 2005
♥ Everyday I Love You - Boyzone
I am currently busy to update my blog. But I would like to share this song I have been listening while finishing my work. This is by Boyzone and I love this song. It makes me feel so relaxed. So, enjoy!
Everyday I Love You
I don't know, but I believe,
That some things are meant to be,
And that you'll make a better me,
Everyday I love you.
I never thought that dreams came true,
But you showed me that they do,
You know that I learn somethng new,
Everyday I love you.
*'Cos I believe that destiny,
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do),
And you'll never live until you love,
With all your heart and soul.
It's a touch when I feel bad,
It's a smile when I get mad,
All the little things I am,
Everyday I love you
If I asked would you say yes?
Together we're the very best.
I know that I am truly blessed,
Everyday I love you.
And I'll give you my best,
Everyday I love you.
Everyday I Love You
I don't know, but I believe,
That some things are meant to be,
And that you'll make a better me,
Everyday I love you.
I never thought that dreams came true,
But you showed me that they do,
You know that I learn somethng new,
Everyday I love you.
*'Cos I believe that destiny,
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do),
And you'll never live until you love,
With all your heart and soul.
It's a touch when I feel bad,
It's a smile when I get mad,
All the little things I am,
Everyday I love you
If I asked would you say yes?
Together we're the very best.
I know that I am truly blessed,
Everyday I love you.
And I'll give you my best,
Everyday I love you.
Am i really never good enough for you?
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Saturday, April 02, 2005
♥ Stilettos
My feet are killing me. I have been standing almost all day in the post graduate education and career fair in Mid Valley. I went there by komuter just to avoid the traffic jam. And I have been there yesterday and today. Luckily, I came back today with a colleague who drove there. At least I would not have to go through what I went through yesterday on the way back. I was pushing my way into the komuter and standing all the way to my destination which I finally got a seat one station before my stop. On top of that, of trying to be so-called sophisticated and chic, I wore my stilettos.
The excrutiating pain in the balls of my feet were unbearable. But I gave no sign of that on my face. Yela kan, pakai glemer kena maintain gitu. Ha..ha..
And the result - I have blisters on my feet. And I feel like soaking them in hot water.
Women - why do we like stilettos so much even if it causes us pain? Wouldn't it feel weird if you were dressed up sophisticatedly and looking glamorous but with flats? Well, I used to say, why torture the most important part of your body when you can walk comfortably with flats right? But the I guess women are just into it. Especially when they've tried a pair of stilettos on and see the image in the mirror. That's what happened to me. At first, I felt unstable wearing stilettos. Even a colleague commented me on the way I walked with stilettos. He said that I was a bit limping. But now, I think I am quite good in it. And they say I look sexy. Wallaaa... Mission accomplished. He..he..
I do wear flats on casual wear and in some ocassions. But when I feel like I would like some boost of confidence, I would wear my stilettos. And for just the same reason, I wore my stilettos to Mid Valley for the Post Graduate Education Fair yesterday and today. At least I did look gorgeous (I rasa la). :D
p/s: Did manage to get a new pair of stilettos yesterday even when my feet were killing me. Who can resist a 50% discount on gorgeous and sexy stilettos right? ;)
The excrutiating pain in the balls of my feet were unbearable. But I gave no sign of that on my face. Yela kan, pakai glemer kena maintain gitu. Ha..ha..
And the result - I have blisters on my feet. And I feel like soaking them in hot water.
Women - why do we like stilettos so much even if it causes us pain? Wouldn't it feel weird if you were dressed up sophisticatedly and looking glamorous but with flats? Well, I used to say, why torture the most important part of your body when you can walk comfortably with flats right? But the I guess women are just into it. Especially when they've tried a pair of stilettos on and see the image in the mirror. That's what happened to me. At first, I felt unstable wearing stilettos. Even a colleague commented me on the way I walked with stilettos. He said that I was a bit limping. But now, I think I am quite good in it. And they say I look sexy. Wallaaa... Mission accomplished. He..he..
I do wear flats on casual wear and in some ocassions. But when I feel like I would like some boost of confidence, I would wear my stilettos. And for just the same reason, I wore my stilettos to Mid Valley for the Post Graduate Education Fair yesterday and today. At least I did look gorgeous (I rasa la). :D
p/s: Did manage to get a new pair of stilettos yesterday even when my feet were killing me. Who can resist a 50% discount on gorgeous and sexy stilettos right? ;)
Am i really never good enough for you?
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Friday, April 01, 2005
♥ Post Graduate Education Fair 2005
This entry is just a short one. I have been planning to further my studies but I have not decided which university I will pursue my studies in. Most probably I will try to go abroad, but that depends on the approval of JPA (since I am working in a semi-government body). And today until Sunday,there will be a post graduate education fair in Mid Valley. Guess I can go there and check out other options besides overseas.
* care to come anyone? Emy, I'll be there today and tomorrow. If you do come to KL, ring me. :-). Alang, Kak Rose, Kak N lunchtime hari ni buat apa? Jom lepak and have lunch together.. :-).. Ring me ok?
* care to come anyone? Emy, I'll be there today and tomorrow. If you do come to KL, ring me. :-). Alang, Kak Rose, Kak N lunchtime hari ni buat apa? Jom lepak and have lunch together.. :-).. Ring me ok?
Am i really never good enough for you?
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