Sunday, February 27, 2005
♥ Argghhhh tension!!!
* This entry is published under stress.
I am currently writing from the meeting room in Royal Adelphi, Seremban. My head feels soooooooo heavy and is ready to burst. People inside here makes me want to puke. Everything that I have prepared on Friday with my colleagues has just gone down the drain. Well, I know that I am not a Professor or an academician but I am totally aware and considered as an expert in my field. I have done all the ammendments according to tha ACTUAL process but do they (the academicians) care? Hell NO!!! They just want to change the process according to their own liking and what they think will not burden them. And what's the point in doing this procedures if they do not want to follow them? What is the purpose of creating all these?
Sometimes I feel that academicians are not as smart as their title of qualification. I am sorry to academicians who are reading and enjoying my blog. I am totally in stress because all my effort and everything I have sacrified(my sleeping time, my rest time, my time to exercise - which I really hate missing)is not worth at all.
Ahhhhh... I am sooooo tired and drained by this emotion. I have to cool down.
I am currently writing from the meeting room in Royal Adelphi, Seremban. My head feels soooooooo heavy and is ready to burst. People inside here makes me want to puke. Everything that I have prepared on Friday with my colleagues has just gone down the drain. Well, I know that I am not a Professor or an academician but I am totally aware and considered as an expert in my field. I have done all the ammendments according to tha ACTUAL process but do they (the academicians) care? Hell NO!!! They just want to change the process according to their own liking and what they think will not burden them. And what's the point in doing this procedures if they do not want to follow them? What is the purpose of creating all these?
Sometimes I feel that academicians are not as smart as their title of qualification. I am sorry to academicians who are reading and enjoying my blog. I am totally in stress because all my effort and everything I have sacrified(my sleeping time, my rest time, my time to exercise - which I really hate missing)is not worth at all.
Ahhhhh... I am sooooo tired and drained by this emotion. I have to cool down.
Am i really never good enough for you?
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Monday, February 21, 2005
♥ Zippidy Doo Dah...
I am totally in a good mood this morning. My spirits are high. I think it has been months since I felt this way on a Monday morning. Anyway, as I wrote in a previous entry, I was away for a seminar in Marriott Putrajaya last week and I did learn and absorbed quite a lot. But what makes me sad was that I did not have the chance to go to the gym! Well, maybe some other time.
The seminar ended on Friday and I headed back to the office. But since I arrived at around 3 pm, I only had an hour and a half till the day ends. Anyway, I tried to make full use of the time left but my mind was elsewhere.
On Saturday, I went to the MAS Travel Fair for the first time. And because I did not have any experience before, so I went there at 7.30 am! Well, at least they say that we have to expect the unexpected. Quite a number of visitors were there when I arrived. After getting the entry pass, we had to queue up again before the hall is opened. And I was among the visitors in front of the hall that were sitting down in the lines. And when they opened the doors, I felt like I was being packed in a tin of sardines! From 10 lines, people were squeezing to enter the two doors! After making the entry, I felt relieved. Anyway, I queued up at the MAS counters for Golden Holidays and was among the first to queue up. Even being among the earliest to queue up, the tentative dates that were among the priority dates on my list were fully booked. Eventually, I did get the dates that I wanted and started dreaming for next year’s vacation (ha..ha.. like I have the money to travel every year!!)
Even being among the early birds to book, I finished everything at around 11.45 am. And the lines behind me were getting longer. There were many choices to choose from and it is a great opportunity to grab. The rates are cheap and even those with middle class income could afford the price.
I would definitely find time and save money to travel next year. But what is on my mind is with whom should I travel?
The seminar ended on Friday and I headed back to the office. But since I arrived at around 3 pm, I only had an hour and a half till the day ends. Anyway, I tried to make full use of the time left but my mind was elsewhere.
On Saturday, I went to the MAS Travel Fair for the first time. And because I did not have any experience before, so I went there at 7.30 am! Well, at least they say that we have to expect the unexpected. Quite a number of visitors were there when I arrived. After getting the entry pass, we had to queue up again before the hall is opened. And I was among the visitors in front of the hall that were sitting down in the lines. And when they opened the doors, I felt like I was being packed in a tin of sardines! From 10 lines, people were squeezing to enter the two doors! After making the entry, I felt relieved. Anyway, I queued up at the MAS counters for Golden Holidays and was among the first to queue up. Even being among the earliest to queue up, the tentative dates that were among the priority dates on my list were fully booked. Eventually, I did get the dates that I wanted and started dreaming for next year’s vacation (ha..ha.. like I have the money to travel every year!!)
Even being among the early birds to book, I finished everything at around 11.45 am. And the lines behind me were getting longer. There were many choices to choose from and it is a great opportunity to grab. The rates are cheap and even those with middle class income could afford the price.
I would definitely find time and save money to travel next year. But what is on my mind is with whom should I travel?
Am i really never good enough for you?
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Thursday, February 17, 2005
♥ Happy Birthday Alang!!!
Today is a very special day for someone as special as Alang. I never thought or believed that people can be friends through the net. What made us having this bond of friendship was a sweet, cute and talented guy... - Mohammad Khairul Nizam Mohammad Wahi a.k.a. KHAI.
Anyway, today is Alang's special day - her birthday.
Beauty...thy name is Rose
Happy Birthday dearest friend
To me you are heavens end
I've never known a brighter spirit
With all good thoughts and deeds of merit
A kinder person I've rarely known
Your friendship true and love you've shown
So today my special friend
With all my love I do send
Special bouquets of all God's flowers
Filled with prayers with all His powers
To keep you safe throughout your days
And strength no matter what comes your way
Happy Birthday Alang... moga panjang umur, murah rezeki, diberkati selalu dan sihat sejahtera hendak-Nya... Thanks for this great friendship.
Poem taken from http://www.spiritisup.com/bdspecialfriendjg.html
Anyway, today is Alang's special day - her birthday.
Beauty...thy name is Rose
Happy Birthday dearest friend
To me you are heavens end
I've never known a brighter spirit
With all good thoughts and deeds of merit
A kinder person I've rarely known
Your friendship true and love you've shown
So today my special friend
With all my love I do send
Special bouquets of all God's flowers
Filled with prayers with all His powers
To keep you safe throughout your days
And strength no matter what comes your way
Happy Birthday Alang... moga panjang umur, murah rezeki, diberkati selalu dan sihat sejahtera hendak-Nya... Thanks for this great friendship.
Poem taken from http://www.spiritisup.com/bdspecialfriendjg.html
Am i really never good enough for you?
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Wednesday, February 16, 2005
♥ Arrrrggghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!
I have been really busy lately. And I don't have the time to update my blog which I really love doing. Everyday I'll be buried in work and seldom have the time to breathe. When I feel the ache in my neck, then the clock will show that it's either lunch time or 5.30 pm. Wow.. how time does fly.
And by 5.30, I'd be sooooo stressed that I have to go jogging or swimming to release all the tension. And by 7.30pm, I'd be back home with the balance of work. Anyway, even that I am sooo stressed, I really enjoy being pressured. Ha..ha.. some may say "are you nuts? You like being tensed and stressed? " Well, sometimes I do. There is a feeling of 'victory' after being able to settle the problems and accomplishing your target. But at times, I dislike being pressured especially when it comes to 'last minute planning'.
Anyway, I just wanted to update my blog coz it seems ages since I last jot down anything! Oh another thing, I'll be on my way to Marriott Putrajaya for a 3 day seminar. Wuhoooo... hope I'll get the chance to work out in their gym. The asst. manager is a friend of mine and he is really good in aerobics. I really miss his aerobics routine.. he..he..
p/s: Emy - this song is specially dedicated to you. I love this song after watching Raise your Voice. :)
Alang - miss you too.. mana geng yg lain? senyap sunyi je umah tu.. :(
And by 5.30, I'd be sooooo stressed that I have to go jogging or swimming to release all the tension. And by 7.30pm, I'd be back home with the balance of work. Anyway, even that I am sooo stressed, I really enjoy being pressured. Ha..ha.. some may say "are you nuts? You like being tensed and stressed? " Well, sometimes I do. There is a feeling of 'victory' after being able to settle the problems and accomplishing your target. But at times, I dislike being pressured especially when it comes to 'last minute planning'.
Anyway, I just wanted to update my blog coz it seems ages since I last jot down anything! Oh another thing, I'll be on my way to Marriott Putrajaya for a 3 day seminar. Wuhoooo... hope I'll get the chance to work out in their gym. The asst. manager is a friend of mine and he is really good in aerobics. I really miss his aerobics routine.. he..he..
p/s: Emy - this song is specially dedicated to you. I love this song after watching Raise your Voice. :)
Alang - miss you too.. mana geng yg lain? senyap sunyi je umah tu.. :(
Am i really never good enough for you?
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Wednesday, February 02, 2005
♥ Love and Like
Am i really never good enough for you?
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