Sunday, February 27, 2005
♥ Argghhhh tension!!!
* This entry is published under stress.
I am currently writing from the meeting room in Royal Adelphi, Seremban. My head feels soooooooo heavy and is ready to burst. People inside here makes me want to puke. Everything that I have prepared on Friday with my colleagues has just gone down the drain. Well, I know that I am not a Professor or an academician but I am totally aware and considered as an expert in my field. I have done all the ammendments according to tha ACTUAL process but do they (the academicians) care? Hell NO!!! They just want to change the process according to their own liking and what they think will not burden them. And what's the point in doing this procedures if they do not want to follow them? What is the purpose of creating all these?
Sometimes I feel that academicians are not as smart as their title of qualification. I am sorry to academicians who are reading and enjoying my blog. I am totally in stress because all my effort and everything I have sacrified(my sleeping time, my rest time, my time to exercise - which I really hate missing)is not worth at all.
Ahhhhh... I am sooooo tired and drained by this emotion. I have to cool down.
I am currently writing from the meeting room in Royal Adelphi, Seremban. My head feels soooooooo heavy and is ready to burst. People inside here makes me want to puke. Everything that I have prepared on Friday with my colleagues has just gone down the drain. Well, I know that I am not a Professor or an academician but I am totally aware and considered as an expert in my field. I have done all the ammendments according to tha ACTUAL process but do they (the academicians) care? Hell NO!!! They just want to change the process according to their own liking and what they think will not burden them. And what's the point in doing this procedures if they do not want to follow them? What is the purpose of creating all these?
Sometimes I feel that academicians are not as smart as their title of qualification. I am sorry to academicians who are reading and enjoying my blog. I am totally in stress because all my effort and everything I have sacrified(my sleeping time, my rest time, my time to exercise - which I really hate missing)is not worth at all.
Ahhhhh... I am sooooo tired and drained by this emotion. I have to cool down.
Am i really never good enough for you?
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