Saturday, January 29, 2005
♥ Down the memory lane - Part 1
Memory
Midnight
Not a sound from the pavement.
Has the moon lost her memory
She is smiling alone.
In the lamplight the withered leaves collect at my feet
And the wind begins to moan.
Memory
All alone in the moonlight
I can dream of the old days
Life was beautiful then.
I remember the time I knew what happiness was.
Let the memory live again.
Every street lamp seems to beat a fatalistic warning.
Someone mutters and a streetlamp sputters and soon it will be morning
Daylight - I must wait for the sunrise. I must think of a new life
And I mustn't give in
When the dawn comes tonight will be a memory too.
And a new day will begin.
Burnt out ends of smoky days
the stale cold smell of morning.
A streetlamp dies
another night is over
another day is dawning.
Touch me - it's so easy to leave me.
All alone with the memory
Of my days in the sun
If you touch me you’ll understand what happiness is.
Look a new day has begun
I have been down with the flu and until now, I haven’t fully recovered. I still have the cough and my voice croaks and you can detect that my voice lari pitching or in other words, sengau abis!!! But friends say that it sounds sexy. Ha..ha..
I took a long holiday for Hari Raya Aidiladha and thought that I would just relax and lazed around. But what happened was that I had a fever on Hari Raya Aidiladha and was in bed the whole day! I was really sick and then I realized that I have just been ignoring my health lately.
I really did take full advantage to rest during the holidays. But I was up the next day and started doing things like I was really well! That’s why until today I haven’t fully recovered. On Monday, I was on leave and was on the way to KL – Sogo to be exact! I spent quite a lot on perfume and other things. Well, what can I say; I must admit that it is common among women. J
Anyway, after a long day in KL, I went back to put away the things I bought. And while I was doing that, I came to a box filled with pictures during my schooldays. And I just sat there rummaging the pics and started missing all the sweet memories and my dear friends and even the surrounding!
So, what I’ll do today is to publish some pics in my blog. But of course, I’d have to edit the pics first before I can publish any of them! J Naaaahhh… I don’t think I’ll edit any of them.
This is the first thing you’ll see in front of my school – the pintu gerbang. The lady in this pic is not me. She’s my classmate.
During orientation, we had a kind of like treasure hunt. My group mentor planned this. This pic was taken after the treasure hunt. This place is called Dataran Ilmu. There is a fountain in front and the building in the background is the hall - Dewan Seri Beseri. On the right of the hall, is the teachers’ block. The hill in the background is Bukit Gondol. We used to jog there during PE and from the top, we can see our beloved college - MRSM Beseri and the nearby surrounding. Arrrggghhh.. how I really miss those times.
Sports day – This was my rumah sukan’s uniform for the sports day. Could you imagine wearing baju kurung for the perbarisan? Well, this was because the color of my rumah sukan is yellow, so I don’t know where the idea came from. We dressed up in our school uniforms and the mascot for Rumah Topaz was a bit like Allahyarham Sudirman. Ha..ha.. At the end of the field (which is quite far), you can see the IKM Perlis. We usually mind our own business but during the fasting month, the guys will main perang-perang mercun with the IKM’s students.
Graduation - it is a custom of all MRSM to have a graduation day for their students. And there is the tradition of the batch graduating to give something to the college as a token. So, our batch gave the clock behind us for the farewell token.
Emmm.. there’s a lot more to share. But I don’t have the time now. I will share other photos in Perlis and during my university years sometime later. What I can say is that I really miss all of them - even the places that I have been to. J
Midnight
Not a sound from the pavement.
Has the moon lost her memory
She is smiling alone.
In the lamplight the withered leaves collect at my feet
And the wind begins to moan.
Memory
All alone in the moonlight
I can dream of the old days
Life was beautiful then.
I remember the time I knew what happiness was.
Let the memory live again.
Every street lamp seems to beat a fatalistic warning.
Someone mutters and a streetlamp sputters and soon it will be morning
Daylight - I must wait for the sunrise. I must think of a new life
And I mustn't give in
When the dawn comes tonight will be a memory too.
And a new day will begin.
Burnt out ends of smoky days
the stale cold smell of morning.
A streetlamp dies
another night is over
another day is dawning.
Touch me - it's so easy to leave me.
All alone with the memory
Of my days in the sun
If you touch me you’ll understand what happiness is.
Look a new day has begun
I have been down with the flu and until now, I haven’t fully recovered. I still have the cough and my voice croaks and you can detect that my voice lari pitching or in other words, sengau abis!!! But friends say that it sounds sexy. Ha..ha..
I took a long holiday for Hari Raya Aidiladha and thought that I would just relax and lazed around. But what happened was that I had a fever on Hari Raya Aidiladha and was in bed the whole day! I was really sick and then I realized that I have just been ignoring my health lately.
I really did take full advantage to rest during the holidays. But I was up the next day and started doing things like I was really well! That’s why until today I haven’t fully recovered. On Monday, I was on leave and was on the way to KL – Sogo to be exact! I spent quite a lot on perfume and other things. Well, what can I say; I must admit that it is common among women. J
Anyway, after a long day in KL, I went back to put away the things I bought. And while I was doing that, I came to a box filled with pictures during my schooldays. And I just sat there rummaging the pics and started missing all the sweet memories and my dear friends and even the surrounding!
So, what I’ll do today is to publish some pics in my blog. But of course, I’d have to edit the pics first before I can publish any of them! J Naaaahhh… I don’t think I’ll edit any of them.
This is the first thing you’ll see in front of my school – the pintu gerbang. The lady in this pic is not me. She’s my classmate.
During orientation, we had a kind of like treasure hunt. My group mentor planned this. This pic was taken after the treasure hunt. This place is called Dataran Ilmu. There is a fountain in front and the building in the background is the hall - Dewan Seri Beseri. On the right of the hall, is the teachers’ block. The hill in the background is Bukit Gondol. We used to jog there during PE and from the top, we can see our beloved college - MRSM Beseri and the nearby surrounding. Arrrggghhh.. how I really miss those times.
Sports day – This was my rumah sukan’s uniform for the sports day. Could you imagine wearing baju kurung for the perbarisan? Well, this was because the color of my rumah sukan is yellow, so I don’t know where the idea came from. We dressed up in our school uniforms and the mascot for Rumah Topaz was a bit like Allahyarham Sudirman. Ha..ha.. At the end of the field (which is quite far), you can see the IKM Perlis. We usually mind our own business but during the fasting month, the guys will main perang-perang mercun with the IKM’s students.
Graduation - it is a custom of all MRSM to have a graduation day for their students. And there is the tradition of the batch graduating to give something to the college as a token. So, our batch gave the clock behind us for the farewell token.
Emmm.. there’s a lot more to share. But I don’t have the time now. I will share other photos in Perlis and during my university years sometime later. What I can say is that I really miss all of them - even the places that I have been to. J
Am i really never good enough for you?
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Thursday, January 13, 2005
♥ Down With The Flu
I have been busy at the beginning of this year. I really wanted to find the time to write and publish my feelings during the first day or maybe the first week of 2005. But I just couldn’t find the time to write.
I ended 2004 with a movie. I went to GSC Mid Valley. I watched “Meet The Fockers”. I just laugh out loud in the cinema like I haven’t had a good laugh for quite a long time. I really enjoyed my day out with my girl friends cum colleagues. And the best part is that my parents thought that I was at the office! Ha..ha..
The next couple of days, I was buried with work. I just could not even get enough time to just sit down and relax. My head was just filled with work, work and work. And on the weekends I also had to be at the booth in PWTC for the Star education Fair. But I was just there to ‘supervise’ others. Ha..ha..
Oh ya… my colleague really wanted to be on duty at PWTC just in case she would find Fazley there. Well, I guess that she was really lucky. FAZLEY WAS THERE!! I would meet him every time I go to PWTC. And we’ll just exchange smiles. My colleague was speechless and her jaw just dropped seeing Fazley in front of her. I was on the way out and bumped into him at the entrance of the convenience store there. We exchanged smiles again. I waved at my colleague and she was really jealous because I bumped into him face to face. Well, not really bumped into him, but we were in each other’s way. That really did made her day. She just could not stop smiling and saying how lucky she was to follow and most of all, how handsome Fazley is.
Well, at least she did get the chance to meet him in person even though nothing came out of each others mouth.
He looks a bit like this now but with longer hair. Nearly shoulder length
I also had the chance to have a superb day the next day. I went out with a couple of my friends to Seri Petaling to meet K. We had pizza at Pizza Hut and were sponsored by Kak Mimi. Thanks Kak Mimi. Even though the people that were supposed to attend the mini gathering weren’t there (Atok and Kak Rose), we still had a great time but I think that if they were there, it would be more exciting and happening!! Anyway, we all did have a great time.
After the weekends, I was back under all the stress and burden of work. Yesterday was the final event (for now). After all of preparation and hard work, we managed to ‘get through’. Fuhh.. what a relief.
And I was smiling from ear to ear after we were informed about the outcome. My colleagues said that everyone was tensed early yesterday morning. But by afternoon, everyone was grinning.
Anyway, after all the hard work, only last night did I realize the exhaustion of being buried in work. And guess what? My body has been acting strange today and now I am down with the flu. My throat hurts and it’s irritating. My voice won’t come out clearly and if I try to speak louder, I’ll just cough. That’s why people say that you have to give your body the rest it needs. Now I know the results of not paying attention to your body’s crave.
* Pics taken from http://facultyoffame.blogdrive.com - A blog dedicated to Fazley from his fan.
I ended 2004 with a movie. I went to GSC Mid Valley. I watched “Meet The Fockers”. I just laugh out loud in the cinema like I haven’t had a good laugh for quite a long time. I really enjoyed my day out with my girl friends cum colleagues. And the best part is that my parents thought that I was at the office! Ha..ha..
The next couple of days, I was buried with work. I just could not even get enough time to just sit down and relax. My head was just filled with work, work and work. And on the weekends I also had to be at the booth in PWTC for the Star education Fair. But I was just there to ‘supervise’ others. Ha..ha..
Oh ya… my colleague really wanted to be on duty at PWTC just in case she would find Fazley there. Well, I guess that she was really lucky. FAZLEY WAS THERE!! I would meet him every time I go to PWTC. And we’ll just exchange smiles. My colleague was speechless and her jaw just dropped seeing Fazley in front of her. I was on the way out and bumped into him at the entrance of the convenience store there. We exchanged smiles again. I waved at my colleague and she was really jealous because I bumped into him face to face. Well, not really bumped into him, but we were in each other’s way. That really did made her day. She just could not stop smiling and saying how lucky she was to follow and most of all, how handsome Fazley is.
Well, at least she did get the chance to meet him in person even though nothing came out of each others mouth.
He looks a bit like this now but with longer hair. Nearly shoulder length
I also had the chance to have a superb day the next day. I went out with a couple of my friends to Seri Petaling to meet K. We had pizza at Pizza Hut and were sponsored by Kak Mimi. Thanks Kak Mimi. Even though the people that were supposed to attend the mini gathering weren’t there (Atok and Kak Rose), we still had a great time but I think that if they were there, it would be more exciting and happening!! Anyway, we all did have a great time.
After the weekends, I was back under all the stress and burden of work. Yesterday was the final event (for now). After all of preparation and hard work, we managed to ‘get through’. Fuhh.. what a relief.
And I was smiling from ear to ear after we were informed about the outcome. My colleagues said that everyone was tensed early yesterday morning. But by afternoon, everyone was grinning.
Anyway, after all the hard work, only last night did I realize the exhaustion of being buried in work. And guess what? My body has been acting strange today and now I am down with the flu. My throat hurts and it’s irritating. My voice won’t come out clearly and if I try to speak louder, I’ll just cough. That’s why people say that you have to give your body the rest it needs. Now I know the results of not paying attention to your body’s crave.
* Pics taken from http://facultyoffame.blogdrive.com - A blog dedicated to Fazley from his fan.
Am i really never good enough for you?
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Sunday, January 09, 2005
♥ Tenggelam Dalam Kesibukan Dunia
Hari ini tiba-tiba saja rasa ingin tulis entry dalam Bahasa Melayu. Bahasa ibunda. Sememangnya kalau mengikutkan hati, mula tahun baru saja, terus nak publish entry. Tapi apakan daya, tugasan harian tidak membenarkan walau sedikit pun masa 'dipinjam'untuk mengarang entry dalam blog.
Banyak perkara yang terjadi dalam tempoh masa hampir 10 hari dalam tahun baru. Yang manis, yang pahit, yang kelat - semuanya ada dan terpaksa ditelan walaupun terasa ingin diluahkannya semula. Itulah kehidupan. Bukan semuanya indah dan manis. Ada yang pahit dan kelat malah lebih pahit dari hempedu. Namun, apa yang terdaya dibuat melainkan menerimanya semata-mata. Walaupun pedih dan sedih serta pilu di hati, kita terpaksa menerimanya.
Sebenarnya dalam masa menulis ni, bermacam perkara yang bermain di fikiran. Dan banyak juga yang mengguris perasaan setelah dikenangkan kembali apa yang terjadi. Emosi memang memainkan peranan dalam cara penulisan seseorang. Walau macam mana sekalipun kia cuba untuk menyembunyikannya, kita tetap tidak terdaya. Cara pemilihan kata, susunan ayat sahaja dapat menggambarkan emosi diri. Walau di luaran nampak tenang dan bersahaja, di dalam hanya tuan empunya diri yang tahu. Sekali mulut bersuara, terserlah emosi sebenar. Yang itu memang sukar untuk dikawal. Cuma jika sekiranya telah biasa mengawal emosi, barulah dapat disembunyikan emosi sebenar. Namun begitu, orang tetap gagal untuk menyelindungi emosi. Betapa besar pengaruh emosi dalam membuat keputusan dalam kehidupan kita. Tapi adakah kita sedar itu semua?
* Entry hari ini tiada kaitan dengan sesiapa. Hanya luahan hati penulis sahaja.
Banyak perkara yang terjadi dalam tempoh masa hampir 10 hari dalam tahun baru. Yang manis, yang pahit, yang kelat - semuanya ada dan terpaksa ditelan walaupun terasa ingin diluahkannya semula. Itulah kehidupan. Bukan semuanya indah dan manis. Ada yang pahit dan kelat malah lebih pahit dari hempedu. Namun, apa yang terdaya dibuat melainkan menerimanya semata-mata. Walaupun pedih dan sedih serta pilu di hati, kita terpaksa menerimanya.
Sebenarnya dalam masa menulis ni, bermacam perkara yang bermain di fikiran. Dan banyak juga yang mengguris perasaan setelah dikenangkan kembali apa yang terjadi. Emosi memang memainkan peranan dalam cara penulisan seseorang. Walau macam mana sekalipun kia cuba untuk menyembunyikannya, kita tetap tidak terdaya. Cara pemilihan kata, susunan ayat sahaja dapat menggambarkan emosi diri. Walau di luaran nampak tenang dan bersahaja, di dalam hanya tuan empunya diri yang tahu. Sekali mulut bersuara, terserlah emosi sebenar. Yang itu memang sukar untuk dikawal. Cuma jika sekiranya telah biasa mengawal emosi, barulah dapat disembunyikan emosi sebenar. Namun begitu, orang tetap gagal untuk menyelindungi emosi. Betapa besar pengaruh emosi dalam membuat keputusan dalam kehidupan kita. Tapi adakah kita sedar itu semua?
* Entry hari ini tiada kaitan dengan sesiapa. Hanya luahan hati penulis sahaja.
Am i really never good enough for you?
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