Tuesday, November 30, 2004
♥ A lesson learnt today
What a day I had today. I had a meeting in the morning and I had a talk with one of the coordinators here. I never realized that she has a really good eye on people's character and personality. After all this while, I never did 'like' working with her because of her way, which is the last-minute-type-of-person. Bukan nak kata my work is well planned and everything is according to my schedule, but I do organize my work by priority and I do keep track of things I have to do. I usually complain about her way behind her back or with other colleagues that have to end up working with me to finish up her work. Ha..ha.. but sometimes, the unsatisfied face does show on my face (which I really suck at hiding my true feelings to pretend that I don't mind). I guess she can read it clearly on my face. Now, I do feel bad about it.
I never thought that she has been observing the people around her and the surrounding. She is so kind-hearted and that makes me guiltier. She is so motherly type and it's hard to get mad at her. But for me, when it comes to work, I do get mad and pissed-off (haiyyaaa.. dahsat looo) if I have planned everything and the time is so short and then there comes another thing that was supposed to be done sometime ago, but due to I-don't-know-what, the burden has to be put on my shoulders last minute. Arggghhh.. can you imagine that!!!
Anyway, I really never thought that we could sit down and talk together about our department. Or even just sit down and have a heart-to-heart conversation. After listening to her, I felt like I never really knew the other side of her. And I never knew that she is so sporting and is totally different from what I have seen of her for the past three years.
After talking to her, I realized that she does have a character that is seldom found in other people. That maybe is the reason why she is a coordinator in my department. I do see people in every possible way that I can especially the positive side of people. But I never found this trait in her before this. Maybe it's because I have been totally fed-up by her last-minute-work-that-is-burdened-on-me. And now I know the real person behind all the forgetfulness, last minute work and the 'serabut-ness'of her. I am really thankful that I found the most precious trait inside her and I have learned to 'see’ her in a different way.
Sometimes it's hard to realize all this. But it takes courage to admit one's mistake and change it. Now I know why they say 'don't judge a book by its cover.'
I never thought that she has been observing the people around her and the surrounding. She is so kind-hearted and that makes me guiltier. She is so motherly type and it's hard to get mad at her. But for me, when it comes to work, I do get mad and pissed-off (haiyyaaa.. dahsat looo) if I have planned everything and the time is so short and then there comes another thing that was supposed to be done sometime ago, but due to I-don't-know-what, the burden has to be put on my shoulders last minute. Arggghhh.. can you imagine that!!!
Anyway, I really never thought that we could sit down and talk together about our department. Or even just sit down and have a heart-to-heart conversation. After listening to her, I felt like I never really knew the other side of her. And I never knew that she is so sporting and is totally different from what I have seen of her for the past three years.
After talking to her, I realized that she does have a character that is seldom found in other people. That maybe is the reason why she is a coordinator in my department. I do see people in every possible way that I can especially the positive side of people. But I never found this trait in her before this. Maybe it's because I have been totally fed-up by her last-minute-work-that-is-burdened-on-me. And now I know the real person behind all the forgetfulness, last minute work and the 'serabut-ness'of her. I am really thankful that I found the most precious trait inside her and I have learned to 'see’ her in a different way.
Sometimes it's hard to realize all this. But it takes courage to admit one's mistake and change it. Now I know why they say 'don't judge a book by its cover.'
Am i really never good enough for you?
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Monday, November 29, 2004
♥ What Kind Of Blogger Are You?
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Actually, I got this thing while reading entries in my favourite blogs. This one came from Leen Ashburn's blog. I like reading her entries. There is one that I like the most which is the speech for her friend during the marriage reception. That entry brought me to tears. It was a wonderful speech and I wish that Leen dedicated the speech to me on my wedding day. If I were her friend (the one she dedicated the speech to), I would really appreciate it so much.
Am i really never good enough for you?
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♥ Wedding of the year....
Yesterday, my childhood friend - my neighbour selamat melangsungkan perkahwinan. Actually semalam tu kiranya reception. But the ceremony was quite grand. And he was so charming. What hit me was his bride. Bila pengantin berarak sahaja, terus semua mata tetamu tertumpu pada rombongan pengantin. Situasi macam ini memang biasa dilihat. But yang menariknya, semua tetamu terlopong dan ternganga melihat kecantikan pengantin perempuan, isteri kawan I tu. Semua macam terpegun dan terhenti segala pekerjaan yang sedang dilakukan. Pengantin perempuannya, Munie tinggi lampai, berkulit putih, muka bujur sirih, hidung mancung terletak - pendek kata memang cantik. Bertuah badan Zul beristerikan isteri secantik Munie. And dari gerak gaya Munie, memang ternyata seorang wanita yang sejati. Penuh sopan santun dan segala-galanya kira lengkaplah.
Actually until now, I masih rasa terpegun dan rasa envy pada Zul kerana dapat isteri yang serba lengkap. Persediaan kenduri biasa sahaja. And memang masak sendiri. Jarang sangat kita jumpa kenduri yang mana segala menu disediakan sendiri especially di bandar. But memang ibu Zul gemar menyediakan sendiri hidangan kenduri kerana nak rasa kepuasan bila hidangan menu itu mengikut citarasa yang dikehendaki. But I felt a bit pity for the groom's parents. Tak ramai yang turn up untuk membantu persiapan kenduri. Maklumlah, last Saturday was a working Saturday dan masih berada di bulan Syawal. Anyway, semuanya berjalan lancar walaupun semalam hujan.
Something hit me when I saw Munie. Tiba-tiba terbayangkan majlis sendiri. I mean majlis sambut menantu di pihak lelaki. In this case (Munie's case), semua terpegun dengan kecantikan Munie dan masing-masing berbisik sesama tetamu tentang kecantikan pengantin perempuan. Tapi kalau di majlis I nanti, I risau sangat kalau tetamu tiba-tiba terkejut juga, but in a different way. Terbayangkan tetamu berbisik sesama mereka but with a different emotion. Macam... 'eh.. ini ke isterinya.. apasal tak padan haa?', 'ala.. nape orang macam ini pilihannya..' and so on. Tak tahu kenapa tapi mungkin kerana my friends selalu beri komen begitu every time kami pergi ke kenduri kawin or I bila I cerita tentang wedding sesiapa, her question will be - 'cantik tak isteri dia? .. padan tak dengan dia?'. Maybe bila my friends ni selalu bertanyakan begitu, I rasa takut pulak. But I don't see people the way they do. Even the most beautiful women pun boleh dilihat sebagai tidak cantik jika tidak disertakan dengan keikhlasan hati, dan peribadinya rosak or missing. Memang the outer beauty tend to come first to people and is an advantage, but the inner beauty makes a person more beautiful.
Selamat Pengantin Baru to Zul & Munie... Moga kekal bahagia sehingga ke akhir hayat.
Actually until now, I masih rasa terpegun dan rasa envy pada Zul kerana dapat isteri yang serba lengkap. Persediaan kenduri biasa sahaja. And memang masak sendiri. Jarang sangat kita jumpa kenduri yang mana segala menu disediakan sendiri especially di bandar. But memang ibu Zul gemar menyediakan sendiri hidangan kenduri kerana nak rasa kepuasan bila hidangan menu itu mengikut citarasa yang dikehendaki. But I felt a bit pity for the groom's parents. Tak ramai yang turn up untuk membantu persiapan kenduri. Maklumlah, last Saturday was a working Saturday dan masih berada di bulan Syawal. Anyway, semuanya berjalan lancar walaupun semalam hujan.
Something hit me when I saw Munie. Tiba-tiba terbayangkan majlis sendiri. I mean majlis sambut menantu di pihak lelaki. In this case (Munie's case), semua terpegun dengan kecantikan Munie dan masing-masing berbisik sesama tetamu tentang kecantikan pengantin perempuan. Tapi kalau di majlis I nanti, I risau sangat kalau tetamu tiba-tiba terkejut juga, but in a different way. Terbayangkan tetamu berbisik sesama mereka but with a different emotion. Macam... 'eh.. ini ke isterinya.. apasal tak padan haa?', 'ala.. nape orang macam ini pilihannya..' and so on. Tak tahu kenapa tapi mungkin kerana my friends selalu beri komen begitu every time kami pergi ke kenduri kawin or I bila I cerita tentang wedding sesiapa, her question will be - 'cantik tak isteri dia? .. padan tak dengan dia?'. Maybe bila my friends ni selalu bertanyakan begitu, I rasa takut pulak. But I don't see people the way they do. Even the most beautiful women pun boleh dilihat sebagai tidak cantik jika tidak disertakan dengan keikhlasan hati, dan peribadinya rosak or missing. Memang the outer beauty tend to come first to people and is an advantage, but the inner beauty makes a person more beautiful.
Selamat Pengantin Baru to Zul & Munie... Moga kekal bahagia sehingga ke akhir hayat.
Am i really never good enough for you?
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Saturday, November 27, 2004
♥ Life.. sometimes it really hurts....
I just received a phone call from a friend that I haven't contacted for quite a while due to our busy lives (what an excuse). I have known her for almost 3 years. And I did some match making while she worked in the same office with me. She called saying that sheé here within a few minutes from my office and my house. She is at her brother's house. I asked about her relationship with my colleague and she said that they are still friends. She is trying to avoid saying more than friends because she fears that something might happen on the way. And she said that she has a lot of problems. Her parents are trying to match her with one of her relatives.
Sometimes we feel that our problem is the biggest problem ever. We never tend to think of others that are really in trouble or have other problems that are ten times the burden than we have. I never thought that having a candidate for the perfect husband can be a problem too. Like I said, my friend who just called me said that she is having trouble to choose either Deen or her family’s choice.
All this while, I thought that Mia’s relationship with Deen was far past over after Mia got engaged with Farid. But I was wrong. I think that she felt bad because of putting me into a lot of trouble trying to ‘fix’ her relationship with Deen when their relationship was going downhill.
And I also didn’t know that Mia’s engagement only lasted for 3 months. Masa tu Mia masih lagi berhubung dengan Deen dan kiranya mereka rujuk semula. Sekarang timbul pula masalah lain apabila Mia akan disatukan dengan pilihan keluarganya. Dan pada ketika inilah Mia muncul kembali meminta nasihat dan pandangan I. What I can say is it’s up to you Mia. If you feel that Deen’s the person for you, try to make your family accept him. But if you feel the other way around, let go of Deen nicely. It’s a tough decision but everyone has to sacrifice sometimes even though the sacrifice made is the bitterest decision ever made. That’s why the truth hurts sometimes. In a way, whether we like it or not, we still have to face it.
And there are times where we tend to put the blame on something to calm down. In my case, I’d rather keep busy to forget the hurt and anger in myself. All the problems and hurt and anger will be kept far down inside my heart where I never realized that it’s there in my heart until I ‘accidentally’ open up the scar and wound again by a touching movie. Among the movies that have actually succeeded in making me reminisce the memories are Kuch Kuch Hota Hai and Kuliah Cinta.
There’s one part in the novel Jewel by Danielle Steel where she said that ‘sometimes the things that hurt you the most is the easiest thing to forget.’ For me, I will forget it for a while, but to be the easiest thing, probably not.
Sometimes we feel that our problem is the biggest problem ever. We never tend to think of others that are really in trouble or have other problems that are ten times the burden than we have. I never thought that having a candidate for the perfect husband can be a problem too. Like I said, my friend who just called me said that she is having trouble to choose either Deen or her family’s choice.
All this while, I thought that Mia’s relationship with Deen was far past over after Mia got engaged with Farid. But I was wrong. I think that she felt bad because of putting me into a lot of trouble trying to ‘fix’ her relationship with Deen when their relationship was going downhill.
And I also didn’t know that Mia’s engagement only lasted for 3 months. Masa tu Mia masih lagi berhubung dengan Deen dan kiranya mereka rujuk semula. Sekarang timbul pula masalah lain apabila Mia akan disatukan dengan pilihan keluarganya. Dan pada ketika inilah Mia muncul kembali meminta nasihat dan pandangan I. What I can say is it’s up to you Mia. If you feel that Deen’s the person for you, try to make your family accept him. But if you feel the other way around, let go of Deen nicely. It’s a tough decision but everyone has to sacrifice sometimes even though the sacrifice made is the bitterest decision ever made. That’s why the truth hurts sometimes. In a way, whether we like it or not, we still have to face it.
And there are times where we tend to put the blame on something to calm down. In my case, I’d rather keep busy to forget the hurt and anger in myself. All the problems and hurt and anger will be kept far down inside my heart where I never realized that it’s there in my heart until I ‘accidentally’ open up the scar and wound again by a touching movie. Among the movies that have actually succeeded in making me reminisce the memories are Kuch Kuch Hota Hai and Kuliah Cinta.
There’s one part in the novel Jewel by Danielle Steel where she said that ‘sometimes the things that hurt you the most is the easiest thing to forget.’ For me, I will forget it for a while, but to be the easiest thing, probably not.
Am i really never good enough for you?
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Thursday, November 25, 2004
♥ Open Office...
Woaaaaa... penatnya hari ini. After a week of registration plus exams, hari ini my office buat open office. Like open house for Hari Raya. Haiyyyaaaa.. it seems like a big kenduri or as Kelantanese would say 'bekwoh'. Kalau kenduri kawin yang sebenar, arrggghhh.. mau pengsan kot if I were the tuan rumah. But kalau pengantin maybe relax skit... he..he.. But I surely would guess that it would be almost the same if I'm the bride or the host.
Ha..ha.. dah berangan tentang kenduri sendiri. Walhal calon pun belum ada lagi. Maklumlah, tiada siapa yang sudi. Anyway, today I am really exhausted. I can't imagine my friends in the catering industry (I have quite a few). They work almost 24-7. And no rest at all!! Oh my God!! I can't imagine it. They only rest during the fasting month and my friends are not the owner. They're the workers. Argghh.. I am thankful that my job is not that tiring in the physical way, but quite tiring mentally.
Hemm.. just got the OST from Eiffel.. I'm in Love. Seems that I am totally addicted to ANYTHING regarding the movie. Ha..ha.. I wish that I could play the song entitled Ternyata - a duet by Melly and Yan something from France. But I don't have it here. So.. here's the lyrics for the second favourite song in the OST.
Paling Tidak
Jauh jarak ku tempuh
Untuk cintaku
Melumuri seluruh
Resah didiri
Ku benci namun ku rindu
Dalam lamunku
Slalu ada wajahmu
Menghiasi dinding hati
Kau dalam hatiku
Hanya engkau walau bukanlah kau yang pertama
Yang pernah singgah dihatiku
Namun ku mau
Dan kau bila hatimu sepertinya
Sama dengan hatiku paling tidak
Bisakah berdua selamanya
Kau dan aku.. ooooo...
Ahhhh.. so touching.. emmm.. I wonder does this song have something to do with my memories?? emmmmmm...
Ha..ha.. dah berangan tentang kenduri sendiri. Walhal calon pun belum ada lagi. Maklumlah, tiada siapa yang sudi. Anyway, today I am really exhausted. I can't imagine my friends in the catering industry (I have quite a few). They work almost 24-7. And no rest at all!! Oh my God!! I can't imagine it. They only rest during the fasting month and my friends are not the owner. They're the workers. Argghh.. I am thankful that my job is not that tiring in the physical way, but quite tiring mentally.
Hemm.. just got the OST from Eiffel.. I'm in Love. Seems that I am totally addicted to ANYTHING regarding the movie. Ha..ha.. I wish that I could play the song entitled Ternyata - a duet by Melly and Yan something from France. But I don't have it here. So.. here's the lyrics for the second favourite song in the OST.
Paling Tidak
Jauh jarak ku tempuh
Untuk cintaku
Melumuri seluruh
Resah didiri
Ku benci namun ku rindu
Dalam lamunku
Slalu ada wajahmu
Menghiasi dinding hati
Kau dalam hatiku
Hanya engkau walau bukanlah kau yang pertama
Yang pernah singgah dihatiku
Namun ku mau
Dan kau bila hatimu sepertinya
Sama dengan hatiku paling tidak
Bisakah berdua selamanya
Kau dan aku.. ooooo...
Ahhhh.. so touching.. emmm.. I wonder does this song have something to do with my memories?? emmmmmm...
Am i really never good enough for you?
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Wednesday, November 24, 2004
♥ Aahhhhh... lega....
Alhamdulillah, berjaya juga ditempuhi peperiksaan yang tak tahulah macam mana resultnya. Hopefully I don't have to take the same paper again. Amiiin. The questions weren't that hard. But for 15 marks per question, I don't even know if I elaborated the answers as required. But one thing for sure, all the studying made me miss the times when I was a student. I really miss those times.
I think it's true that when we're in high school or college, we tend to finish all the studying. How we wished back then that we have finished and have started working. But once you're in the career zone, how you wish to go back studying due to all the tension and pressure of your workload. Arrrggghh. I can't wait to go on study leave. It's not that I don't enjoy my work now. I really do enjoy my work and I find it very interesting. But sometimes I do feel that I need a break. The schedule is quite hectic. Maybe some of you guys out there might think that "you want a break? are you kidding me? You're in the government sector!!"
Hellooooo!!! The government sector nowadays are not like the old days (well.. not all). Maybe if you deal with the clerical staff of the supporting staff, you can say that there's not much to do (eventhough there is). Once you're in the top management level, you'll know that we have to do something to change the way the supporting staffs work. It's not easy, but we have to do something and try to change their way of working using the psychology approach. And lately I have seen the results (well, not much to brag about, but it is a complishment for me).
Well, I think I'm getting tired and I have to rush back before my mum starts her lecture about the responsibilities awaiting for me at home. That is another topic to be written about one day. Daaaaaa...
I think it's true that when we're in high school or college, we tend to finish all the studying. How we wished back then that we have finished and have started working. But once you're in the career zone, how you wish to go back studying due to all the tension and pressure of your workload. Arrrggghh. I can't wait to go on study leave. It's not that I don't enjoy my work now. I really do enjoy my work and I find it very interesting. But sometimes I do feel that I need a break. The schedule is quite hectic. Maybe some of you guys out there might think that "you want a break? are you kidding me? You're in the government sector!!"
Hellooooo!!! The government sector nowadays are not like the old days (well.. not all). Maybe if you deal with the clerical staff of the supporting staff, you can say that there's not much to do (eventhough there is). Once you're in the top management level, you'll know that we have to do something to change the way the supporting staffs work. It's not easy, but we have to do something and try to change their way of working using the psychology approach. And lately I have seen the results (well, not much to brag about, but it is a complishment for me).
Well, I think I'm getting tired and I have to rush back before my mum starts her lecture about the responsibilities awaiting for me at home. That is another topic to be written about one day. Daaaaaa...
Am i really never good enough for you?
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Tuesday, November 23, 2004
♥ Exam!!!!!
Arrrggghhh.. pening kepala dibuatnya. Ingatkan once we're out of college life, tak perlu lagi menghadapi saat genting dan tension exams. Sangkaanku meleset. Especially if you're working in the government sector. Nowadays with SSM (Sistem Saraan Malaysia), each and everyone of you must take the exam to be promoted or dapat cemerlang. And you must also take certain exams to fill the vacancy of the job. Makin tensionlah graduan kita yang nak masuk kerja dengan kerajaan.
This morning, I took my first paper of PTK. Itupun tanpa preparation langsung. I mean NOTHING. Exam start pukul 9 pagi, but started studying only at 7.45 am. Kerja di pejabat yang menimbun memang tidak dapat nak mencuri masa untuk study. But people always say that early preparation is the best way to succeed. But for me, macam biasalah, old habits die hard. Last minute preparation jugak yang terjadi. Anyway, the questions were quite easy. But choosing the write words and terms to answer might slightly be a bit difficult. Yelah, bagi kita, dah betul dah jawapannya but for the examiners, belum tentu lagi tepat jawapannya.
Tomorrow is the last paper. I don't know and don't have any clues about the questions or the topic or even the difference with the first paper. I'm totally CLUELESS!!! What I can say is that I hope I can get through it. Ala.. like my mother said "kalau tak pass tahun ini, ambik jela lagi tahun depan.. at least you already know the type of questions yang akan keluar".. ha..ha.. nice one mum. Hopefully takdelah termakbul doa ibuku itu. Hopefully I can manage to pass the exam.
This morning, I took my first paper of PTK. Itupun tanpa preparation langsung. I mean NOTHING. Exam start pukul 9 pagi, but started studying only at 7.45 am. Kerja di pejabat yang menimbun memang tidak dapat nak mencuri masa untuk study. But people always say that early preparation is the best way to succeed. But for me, macam biasalah, old habits die hard. Last minute preparation jugak yang terjadi. Anyway, the questions were quite easy. But choosing the write words and terms to answer might slightly be a bit difficult. Yelah, bagi kita, dah betul dah jawapannya but for the examiners, belum tentu lagi tepat jawapannya.
Tomorrow is the last paper. I don't know and don't have any clues about the questions or the topic or even the difference with the first paper. I'm totally CLUELESS!!! What I can say is that I hope I can get through it. Ala.. like my mother said "kalau tak pass tahun ini, ambik jela lagi tahun depan.. at least you already know the type of questions yang akan keluar".. ha..ha.. nice one mum. Hopefully takdelah termakbul doa ibuku itu. Hopefully I can manage to pass the exam.
Am i really never good enough for you?
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Monday, November 22, 2004
♥ What Color Are You? ~ haiiyyyaaa.. green maaaa
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Today, while I was window shopping (again), I spotted this entry in Skylar's blog. Sky also spotted this entry from Emy's blog. He..he.. Kira tumpang sekaki la ni.
The result - GREEN. Of all the colors, green. Why?? he..he.. Anyway, the description of my personality is true. But The color tu terkujat. He..he.. Anyway, takpe.. Green pun okay what. Very soothing.
Daaaaaaa... (once again, the virus has spreaded)
Am i really never good enough for you?
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Friday, November 19, 2004
♥ Cinta Luar Biasa~Kuliah Cinta~Eiffel...I'm in Love
Have you ever watched Kuch Kuch Hota Hai (KKHH)? The one where Shah Rukh Khan, Kajol and Rani Mukherjee played the lead roles? Dalam cerita KKHH ini, Anjaly (betul ke spelling ye?) is a bit tomboyish (ha..ha.. another perkataan yang ditibai je). She had a best friend. Tapi dalam masa yang sama, muncul this very lovely girl, Tina. Anjaly never thought that she would fall in love with ... emm.. lupa la nama SRK in the movie. Tapi she did and she knew that SRK dah jatuh hati pada Tina. She did her very best to make SRK notice her. Imej tomboy Anjaly selama ini diubah menjadi a lady dan ditertawakan oleh SRK. One day, SRK just jerit pada Anjaly yang he loves her. Anjaly pun jerit balik. And SRK pun kata, okay tak dia practice that to Tina. Anjaly was soooo dumbstruck and speechless. Terkedu dia dibuatnya. Ingatkan tiga perkataan hikmah itu adalah untuk dirinya. Rupa-rupanya untuk orang lain. Bayangkan betapa hancur dan luluhnya hati dan perasaan pada ketika itu. Dahlah memang ada hati pada that guy, and then tiba-tiba je dia menyatakan luahan rasa hatinya pada kita. Ingatkan betul, rupa-rupanya practice sahaja.
This is just the sinopsis of the actual story. Cerita asal yang 'memperkenalkan' perkara ini. Lately, banyak cerita melayu arahan Prof. Razak Mohaideen menggunakan plot yang sama. Kuliah Cinta is almost 90% the same as KKHH. Walaupun dah tahu jalan ceritanya hampir sama dengan KKHH, hati masih juga kepingin untuk menontonnya. Don't know why. But after watching that film, hati yang telah lama dibalut dengan berlapis-lapis cara untuk mengelakkan luka lama berdarah kembali. Tapi tidak diduga, memang menangis giler. Puas menahan dalam cinema, tapi air mata laju je turun. Puas diseka tetapi tiada apa yang dapat memberhentikan aliran air mata. Seolah-oleh cerita ini sedikit sebanyak tertusuk pada luka lama dan parah kembali. Apa yang boleh dikatakan, cerita ini seolah-olah berdasarkan pengalaman lama. Memang kebanyakan plot dalam cerita itu sepertimana yang terjadi dalam hidup. Cuma yang membezakannya adalah penampilan or personaliti diri. I was never a tomboy tapi seorang yang lemah lembut (perasan le ni). And apa yang Tomato inginkan, I'll try my best to get it. Maybe sebab 'terlalu baik'la yang Tomato bosan. Now I know. But that's just me. I just can't say NO to the one that I love.
Dalam tahun ini, lahirlah cerita Cinta Luar Biasa (CLB). I did get the chance to watch this film at the cinema again (walaupun saya ni tak berapa gemar menonton cerita melayu yang endingnya adalah predictable). I never thought that this film pun menggunakan plot yang sama asa KKHH. Apa sudah tidak ada jalan cerita lain lagi? Idea pengarah filem melayu seolah-olah tidak berkembang sehinggakan terpaksa meniru cerita lain untuk melariskan cerita. Cerita dan plotnya tidak seberapa, tetapi kerana menggunakan pelakon-pelakon yang glamour pada masa ini, filem yang kurang mutu itu menjadi box-office. Cuma seronok menonton CLB ini kerana melihatkan telatah dan karenah Apek dan juga pelakon-pelakon lain.
Cubalah industri filem kita menghasilkan filem-filem yang bermutu seperti filem di Inonesia. Contohnya cerita Ada Apa Dengan Cinta dan yang terbaru, Eiffel... I'm in Love. Cerita dan plot yang simple tetapi mampu menarik minat untuk menontonnya.
I guess you guys can say that I REALLY love this one. :-)
Actually cerita ini lebih kurang sama sahaja plotnya dengan cerita Ada Apa Dengan Cinta. But what I can say is that this story is not that heavy. Hanya sekadar cerita ringan yang boleh ditonton untuk melepaskan tension. Memang seronok. And the best part is Samuel Rizal is soooooooo handsome and cute. Sukanya. And Shandy Aulia is cute too!! They make a very cute couple. Seronoknya menonton cerita ini. Sampaikan my mum hairan semenjak bila anak aku ni pandai berbahasa Indonesia. He..he..
Another plus points in this story is the songs. Memang best lagu-lagu Melly Goeslaw dan Anto Head. Their songs are soooo refreshing.
I would totally recommend to those yang minat cerita teenagers about love atau cinta monyet or in other words, cerita romantik, tengoklah cerita Eiffel...I'm in Love ini. But yang tidak berapa gemar cerita Ada Apa Dengan Cinta, don't waste your time. Takut nanti you won't enjoy it. Daaaaaaa... (dah terikut-ikut le ni).. he..he..
This is just the sinopsis of the actual story. Cerita asal yang 'memperkenalkan' perkara ini. Lately, banyak cerita melayu arahan Prof. Razak Mohaideen menggunakan plot yang sama. Kuliah Cinta is almost 90% the same as KKHH. Walaupun dah tahu jalan ceritanya hampir sama dengan KKHH, hati masih juga kepingin untuk menontonnya. Don't know why. But after watching that film, hati yang telah lama dibalut dengan berlapis-lapis cara untuk mengelakkan luka lama berdarah kembali. Tapi tidak diduga, memang menangis giler. Puas menahan dalam cinema, tapi air mata laju je turun. Puas diseka tetapi tiada apa yang dapat memberhentikan aliran air mata. Seolah-oleh cerita ini sedikit sebanyak tertusuk pada luka lama dan parah kembali. Apa yang boleh dikatakan, cerita ini seolah-olah berdasarkan pengalaman lama. Memang kebanyakan plot dalam cerita itu sepertimana yang terjadi dalam hidup. Cuma yang membezakannya adalah penampilan or personaliti diri. I was never a tomboy tapi seorang yang lemah lembut (perasan le ni). And apa yang Tomato inginkan, I'll try my best to get it. Maybe sebab 'terlalu baik'la yang Tomato bosan. Now I know. But that's just me. I just can't say NO to the one that I love.
Dalam tahun ini, lahirlah cerita Cinta Luar Biasa (CLB). I did get the chance to watch this film at the cinema again (walaupun saya ni tak berapa gemar menonton cerita melayu yang endingnya adalah predictable). I never thought that this film pun menggunakan plot yang sama asa KKHH. Apa sudah tidak ada jalan cerita lain lagi? Idea pengarah filem melayu seolah-olah tidak berkembang sehinggakan terpaksa meniru cerita lain untuk melariskan cerita. Cerita dan plotnya tidak seberapa, tetapi kerana menggunakan pelakon-pelakon yang glamour pada masa ini, filem yang kurang mutu itu menjadi box-office. Cuma seronok menonton CLB ini kerana melihatkan telatah dan karenah Apek dan juga pelakon-pelakon lain.
Cubalah industri filem kita menghasilkan filem-filem yang bermutu seperti filem di Inonesia. Contohnya cerita Ada Apa Dengan Cinta dan yang terbaru, Eiffel... I'm in Love. Cerita dan plot yang simple tetapi mampu menarik minat untuk menontonnya.
I guess you guys can say that I REALLY love this one. :-)
Actually cerita ini lebih kurang sama sahaja plotnya dengan cerita Ada Apa Dengan Cinta. But what I can say is that this story is not that heavy. Hanya sekadar cerita ringan yang boleh ditonton untuk melepaskan tension. Memang seronok. And the best part is Samuel Rizal is soooooooo handsome and cute. Sukanya. And Shandy Aulia is cute too!! They make a very cute couple. Seronoknya menonton cerita ini. Sampaikan my mum hairan semenjak bila anak aku ni pandai berbahasa Indonesia. He..he..
Another plus points in this story is the songs. Memang best lagu-lagu Melly Goeslaw dan Anto Head. Their songs are soooo refreshing.
I would totally recommend to those yang minat cerita teenagers about love atau cinta monyet or in other words, cerita romantik, tengoklah cerita Eiffel...I'm in Love ini. But yang tidak berapa gemar cerita Ada Apa Dengan Cinta, don't waste your time. Takut nanti you won't enjoy it. Daaaaaaa... (dah terikut-ikut le ni).. he..he..
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Tuesday, November 16, 2004
♥ Happy Birthday To ME!!!!!
Raya ketiga... today is my 2?th birthday.. 16th November 197? I was born... On the 15th, selepas penat mengemas rumah dan clearkan pinggan mangkuk, rasa macam nak terlelap je depan TV sambil menonton cerita She's Too Young di Hallmark channel. Biasanya tak sampai separuh jalan cerita, mata memang terpejam. Seolah-olah ada magnet. Tiba-tiba handphone berbunyi. SMS masuk. Mulanya buat tak tahu je. Lepas tu asyik masuk je. Aikk.. dalam kepala dok berkata.. banyak la pulak. Sape lak ni. Mata pun dibukak. And terus baca sms. Laaaaaa... dah pukul 12 malam rupanya. Ramai yang wish happy birthday.
Most of them my 'new' friends yang dikenali melalui internet. Actually from the same 'interest' kami berkenalan. Akhirnya persabahatan pun terjalin. Dan kini, kami sangat rapat antara satu sama lain.
I actually did get a wish from my dearest friend. Kawan semasa sama-sama di U dulu. Terkejut juga kerana masih ingat birthday I. Anyway, thanks Nan.
Emmm.. berbalik kepada cerita raya (memandangkan masing-masing masih dalam mood raya), persiapan raya memang sentiasa melampaui waktu tidur. Yela, masa ni la kiranya spring clean rumah. Berplastik-plastik barang yang tak digunakan lagi I buang. Maklumlah, kalau my mother tahu, nescaya dia takkan bagi buang. Semuanya nak disimpan. Tapi bila time raya ni la selalunya I and my brother akan mengambil kesempatan untuk membuang segala 'sampah-sarap'. He..he.. but this year, I did it mostly by myself. My younger brother tengah further studies overseas. So, I'm left with the youngest brother. Maklumlah anak bongsu, so, agak manja sikit. No offense ye.. :-)
Malam raya tu, tidur pukul 3.30 pagi. And then dah bangkit untuk solat subuh pukul 6.30 pagi. Tu pun mintak excuse kat mak bagi chance la lambat sikit. Terus siapkan meja and pegi solat Aidilfitri. At my place (somewhere in Klang Valley), kalau tak betul-betul, you can feel like you're in Bangladesh or Indonesia. Memang foreigners ramai. Balik je solat raya, terus salam dan mohon ampun pada my parents. Banyak jugak rasanya salah silap yang I buat. Masa itu sahaja keinsafan datang dan menjengah dalam hati. We all pun bertolak balik Melaka. But before that, singgah menziarahi pusara adik. Adik no. 3 meninggal when I was in form 1. He was ten years old back then. (Actually, dia accident sewaktu balik Solat Jumaat a day before my birthday).
Sampai je di Melaka, terus I ternampak my cousins yang anak yatim. Pilu dan sedih melihatkan they all. Terus bermain-main dan layan karenah they all. Akeem dah pun agak besar dan makin cerdik. Banyak yang dibualkannya bersama-sama. Sekali-sekala sebak dan my aunt pun jadi sebak melihatkan I layan dia berborak. As a 5 year old kid, dia agak cerdik dalam berkata-kata.
That evening after visiting all my relatives (almost all) di Melaka, kami pun balik ke rumah. Memang itu rutin raya setiap tahun. Actually cadangnya nak balik ke Terengganu (my father's hometown) tapi memandangkan takut banjir, we all tukar plans ke Melaka.
Usually during raya inilah my aunt and uncles plus nenek saudara and saudara mara yang lain akan pop up the BIG question ~ bila nak kahwin. But this year, takdela pulak from them. Agak lega sedikit. Maybe they understand that marriage is not for a day. But what touched me this time is my favourite cousin - Akiem (he is not the same Akiem as Akeem) who is also 5 years old asked that question to me. Arrggghhh.. rasa macam nak menangis aje bile Akiem tanya soalan itu. How am I going to answer such a question to a 5 year old? Memang susah. And I was left speechless. I told him that I was wating for him and changed the subject to something else and luckily, that question remained unanswered. Even now, while writing this, I still don't have the answer. If you were in my shoes, how would you answer that question?
p/s: Sky.. selamat hari raya to you too.. Memang pink is one of my favourite colours..
Starchaser.. thanks for dropping by.. memang saje je nak kasi theme pink karer.. :)
Most of them my 'new' friends yang dikenali melalui internet. Actually from the same 'interest' kami berkenalan. Akhirnya persabahatan pun terjalin. Dan kini, kami sangat rapat antara satu sama lain.
I actually did get a wish from my dearest friend. Kawan semasa sama-sama di U dulu. Terkejut juga kerana masih ingat birthday I. Anyway, thanks Nan.
Emmm.. berbalik kepada cerita raya (memandangkan masing-masing masih dalam mood raya), persiapan raya memang sentiasa melampaui waktu tidur. Yela, masa ni la kiranya spring clean rumah. Berplastik-plastik barang yang tak digunakan lagi I buang. Maklumlah, kalau my mother tahu, nescaya dia takkan bagi buang. Semuanya nak disimpan. Tapi bila time raya ni la selalunya I and my brother akan mengambil kesempatan untuk membuang segala 'sampah-sarap'. He..he.. but this year, I did it mostly by myself. My younger brother tengah further studies overseas. So, I'm left with the youngest brother. Maklumlah anak bongsu, so, agak manja sikit. No offense ye.. :-)
Malam raya tu, tidur pukul 3.30 pagi. And then dah bangkit untuk solat subuh pukul 6.30 pagi. Tu pun mintak excuse kat mak bagi chance la lambat sikit. Terus siapkan meja and pegi solat Aidilfitri. At my place (somewhere in Klang Valley), kalau tak betul-betul, you can feel like you're in Bangladesh or Indonesia. Memang foreigners ramai. Balik je solat raya, terus salam dan mohon ampun pada my parents. Banyak jugak rasanya salah silap yang I buat. Masa itu sahaja keinsafan datang dan menjengah dalam hati. We all pun bertolak balik Melaka. But before that, singgah menziarahi pusara adik. Adik no. 3 meninggal when I was in form 1. He was ten years old back then. (Actually, dia accident sewaktu balik Solat Jumaat a day before my birthday).
Sampai je di Melaka, terus I ternampak my cousins yang anak yatim. Pilu dan sedih melihatkan they all. Terus bermain-main dan layan karenah they all. Akeem dah pun agak besar dan makin cerdik. Banyak yang dibualkannya bersama-sama. Sekali-sekala sebak dan my aunt pun jadi sebak melihatkan I layan dia berborak. As a 5 year old kid, dia agak cerdik dalam berkata-kata.
That evening after visiting all my relatives (almost all) di Melaka, kami pun balik ke rumah. Memang itu rutin raya setiap tahun. Actually cadangnya nak balik ke Terengganu (my father's hometown) tapi memandangkan takut banjir, we all tukar plans ke Melaka.
Usually during raya inilah my aunt and uncles plus nenek saudara and saudara mara yang lain akan pop up the BIG question ~ bila nak kahwin. But this year, takdela pulak from them. Agak lega sedikit. Maybe they understand that marriage is not for a day. But what touched me this time is my favourite cousin - Akiem (he is not the same Akiem as Akeem) who is also 5 years old asked that question to me. Arrggghhh.. rasa macam nak menangis aje bile Akiem tanya soalan itu. How am I going to answer such a question to a 5 year old? Memang susah. And I was left speechless. I told him that I was wating for him and changed the subject to something else and luckily, that question remained unanswered. Even now, while writing this, I still don't have the answer. If you were in my shoes, how would you answer that question?
p/s: Sky.. selamat hari raya to you too.. Memang pink is one of my favourite colours..
Starchaser.. thanks for dropping by.. memang saje je nak kasi theme pink karer.. :)
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Tuesday, November 09, 2004
♥ Hari Raya yang bakal menjelang...
Dalam kesibukan kerja harian di pejabat, saya sempat mendengar stesen radio Era. It's one of my favourite radio stations (excluding the tonnes of ads). Other than that, I really listen to Era every second (except bila tidur.. orang tua-tua kata, tak elok sebab takut kita meninggal dalam tidur dan tengah hati tengah ingat pasal hal duniawi). There is one advertisement mengenai kempen keselamatan di jalan raya di musim perayaan. This advertisement dibuat oleh Badrul. I like the third advertisement where it involves Aiman (anak) yang kehilangan kedua ibu bapanya ketika pulang berhari raya. Aiman's voice reminds me of my cousins yang akan berhari raya buat kali ketiga without their father (my uncle).
The difference tentang Aiman dengan my cousins ialah their father passed away due to heart attack. But yang menyedihkan adalah my cousins were very young. The eldest was 5 yrs old. And the youngest was just 2 yrs plus. They were too young to understand what was happening around them. What they knew was that, their father was no longer 'living'with them. Ke mana - tidak dapat mereka jawab. My uncle passed away at early 40. Arwah was a very happy go lucky type of person. Tak pernah berkira sangat dengan orang ramai. Dan arwah begitu suka berjenaka dan berseloroh. I can remember when he was still single. Dia memang tidak lokek dan akan layan we all dengan baik. I and my brothers were the only 'big'anak saudara pada masa itu. Jadi arwah akan treat us like adults evethough we were kids at the time.
Akeem - anak bongsu arwah ada mempunyai sedikit sebanyak sifat arwah. Akeem kini berusia 5 tahun. Amat petah bercakap dan akan layan pakcik and makciknya (my mum and dad) dengan cerita tentang kakak-kakaknya. Bila disoal mana ayah, dia akan jawab ayah dah meninggal(without even knowing the meaning of it). And masa itulah air mata akan bergenang memikirkan Akeem tidak pernah sempat kenal dengan ayahnya kerana Akeem terlalu kecil ketika arwah meninggalkan dunia ini. Semoga arwah dicucuri rahmat selalu. Amin. Al-fatihah.
p/s: moga semua akan ceria dan gembira di pagi Syawal di samping insan tersayang.
The difference tentang Aiman dengan my cousins ialah their father passed away due to heart attack. But yang menyedihkan adalah my cousins were very young. The eldest was 5 yrs old. And the youngest was just 2 yrs plus. They were too young to understand what was happening around them. What they knew was that, their father was no longer 'living'with them. Ke mana - tidak dapat mereka jawab. My uncle passed away at early 40. Arwah was a very happy go lucky type of person. Tak pernah berkira sangat dengan orang ramai. Dan arwah begitu suka berjenaka dan berseloroh. I can remember when he was still single. Dia memang tidak lokek dan akan layan we all dengan baik. I and my brothers were the only 'big'anak saudara pada masa itu. Jadi arwah akan treat us like adults evethough we were kids at the time.
Akeem - anak bongsu arwah ada mempunyai sedikit sebanyak sifat arwah. Akeem kini berusia 5 tahun. Amat petah bercakap dan akan layan pakcik and makciknya (my mum and dad) dengan cerita tentang kakak-kakaknya. Bila disoal mana ayah, dia akan jawab ayah dah meninggal(without even knowing the meaning of it). And masa itulah air mata akan bergenang memikirkan Akeem tidak pernah sempat kenal dengan ayahnya kerana Akeem terlalu kecil ketika arwah meninggalkan dunia ini. Semoga arwah dicucuri rahmat selalu. Amin. Al-fatihah.
p/s: moga semua akan ceria dan gembira di pagi Syawal di samping insan tersayang.
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Friday, November 05, 2004
♥ Happy birthday Khai
Well, people must say that I am so pathetic to wish Khai a happy birthday. But who knows, maybe one day Khai will drop by my blog. Ha..ha.. In your dreams la Attiesya. Jangan nak bermimpi di siang hari.
Actually today ~5th November 2004 is Khai's birthday. Oh I forgot to sing his birthday song.
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday my dear Khai
Happy birthday to you!!!!
I really adore him. Masa AF1 dulu, memang afundi sakan Khai sebab dia ni nampak very the hardworking. And nampak peningkatan by the week. Memang antara one of my favourites besides Sahri and Azizi. Rosma?? well, okaylah. Not my favourite actually but SHE IS TALENTED.
I really hope that he will succeed in this industry and still be humble. Jangan sebab dah femes, terus tinggi diri. Satu sifat yang perlu dijauhi. Moga panjang umur, murah rezeki, diberkati selalu dan sukses dalam industri ini. And may Khai stay the way he is.
p/s: He is soooooooo darn cute... Trust me.
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Thursday, November 04, 2004
♥ Window shopping....
Lately ni, rajin sangat pegi window shopping. Macam-macam ada. Daripada yang simple, kepada yang lebih mengikut perasaan. This is actually about other people's blog. And sometimes, hati tertarik melihat tulisan mereka. Ramai sebenarnya yang pandai mengaturkan kata-kata agar blog they all interesting.
Masa mula-mula kenal blog ni, masa zaman AF1. Blog yang paling famous rasanya. Semua tahu blog dia. Kalau tak singgah atau just baca tulisan dia, rasa macam tak sah je. Mesti macam cacing kepanasan. Lebih-lebih lagi nak tahu komen personal tuan empunya blog mengenai Akademi Fantasia walaupun dah tahu macam mana students perform dan siapa yang terkeluar. Memang masa tu kira gila dan demam AF la. Blog yang rasanya semua tahu. Blog Sultanmuzaffar or lebih dikenali dengan SM. Blog SM ni memang macam nyawa AF. Masa tu ingat lagi, kecoh dan geram sekejap dengan Astro kerana tak bagi tiket konsert akhir kat SM. Semua yang regular di situ kiranya macam marah sangat-sangat. Walaupun tak pernah berjumpa, tapi memang ramai yang tak puas hati. Tahun 2004 ini, blog SM boleh dikatakan jadi blog rasmi AF. Cuma hati dah kurang minat kepada AF2. Rasa macam ada kekurangannya. Tidak seperti penangan AF1 di mana sanggup habiskan nearly RM5K untuk afundi.
The second blog yg I layari dan temui masih berkenaan dengan AF juga. But AF2. Sebabnya - selalu miss daily episodes. Tak larat nak tunggu sehingga lewat malam. So, the second blod was Javardkent's blog. Pembaca kurang ramai dan tidak seperti SM's blog for the second season. SM's blog dah jadi macam ruang forum AF. Memang havoc dan kurang terkawal. So, I opted for a more 'calm' blog.
During that time, rasanya makin banyak blog yang lahir. Pasal AF2004 ni juga, lahirlah blog Yatiathome. I really like her way of writing. Not too bias but we can sense her preference. Tulisan Yati memang simple and yet thorough. At one point, masa Linda was boote dout, she was really disappointed dan berhenti membuat daily recaps of AF. Masa tu rasa macam hilang punca sebab tak sanggup nak tunggu sampai malam untuk tonton the daytime episode and Yati dah tak mahu buat recaps dia lagi. Memang sedih masa tu. But I really respect her decision.
Latley, muncul blog-blog baru. Shamina . A personal blog yang cerita pasal daily routines and things that happen. Badrulaftersix. A very interesting blog. Mostly about life and seeing things in a different way (that's my personal opinion). And a cook book too!! Wow, ni memang rasa malu sikit sebab lelaki pandai masak. By the way, Badrul ni is a part-time anouncer at Era. Bulan-bulan puasa ni bila surf blog Badrul, memang terkecur air liur. Sebabnya semua entry resepi siap dengan gambar lagi. Iman perlu kuat bulan Ramadhan ni.
Another simple blog that I like is Zamil. Zamil ni one of the finalists for Malaysian Idol. His blog is so simple but nice. A bit about himself.
Skylarbounre. I really like this blog. I don't know the owner is a man or a lady. But I guess it's possibly a lady.
X-men. A simple entry regarding things that happend in his life
( I guess he is a guy). While reading his entry about Samarinda kot, boleh tergelak dan terbayang my old days.
Emm.. another blog is Emy. Her entry is so touching, simple and has a feminine touch. Simple and yet womanly.
Those are a few blogs yang I rasa best sangat dan nak visit everyday. Seronok pulak baca tulisan orang. Berbagai gaya penulisan. There's one blog yang language dia main hentam sahaja. I mean kalau marah, you can get angry too. Memang best. But people who browse will sometimes hentam tulisan kita. But kalau fikir betul-betul, it's their blog. Takkan nak tulis yang berlapik saja? Kalau tak setuju, jangan dihentam. That is their humble opinion.
Masa mula-mula kenal blog ni, masa zaman AF1. Blog yang paling famous rasanya. Semua tahu blog dia. Kalau tak singgah atau just baca tulisan dia, rasa macam tak sah je. Mesti macam cacing kepanasan. Lebih-lebih lagi nak tahu komen personal tuan empunya blog mengenai Akademi Fantasia walaupun dah tahu macam mana students perform dan siapa yang terkeluar. Memang masa tu kira gila dan demam AF la. Blog yang rasanya semua tahu. Blog Sultanmuzaffar or lebih dikenali dengan SM. Blog SM ni memang macam nyawa AF. Masa tu ingat lagi, kecoh dan geram sekejap dengan Astro kerana tak bagi tiket konsert akhir kat SM. Semua yang regular di situ kiranya macam marah sangat-sangat. Walaupun tak pernah berjumpa, tapi memang ramai yang tak puas hati. Tahun 2004 ini, blog SM boleh dikatakan jadi blog rasmi AF. Cuma hati dah kurang minat kepada AF2. Rasa macam ada kekurangannya. Tidak seperti penangan AF1 di mana sanggup habiskan nearly RM5K untuk afundi.
The second blog yg I layari dan temui masih berkenaan dengan AF juga. But AF2. Sebabnya - selalu miss daily episodes. Tak larat nak tunggu sehingga lewat malam. So, the second blod was Javardkent's blog. Pembaca kurang ramai dan tidak seperti SM's blog for the second season. SM's blog dah jadi macam ruang forum AF. Memang havoc dan kurang terkawal. So, I opted for a more 'calm' blog.
During that time, rasanya makin banyak blog yang lahir. Pasal AF2004 ni juga, lahirlah blog Yatiathome. I really like her way of writing. Not too bias but we can sense her preference. Tulisan Yati memang simple and yet thorough. At one point, masa Linda was boote dout, she was really disappointed dan berhenti membuat daily recaps of AF. Masa tu rasa macam hilang punca sebab tak sanggup nak tunggu sampai malam untuk tonton the daytime episode and Yati dah tak mahu buat recaps dia lagi. Memang sedih masa tu. But I really respect her decision.
Latley, muncul blog-blog baru. Shamina . A personal blog yang cerita pasal daily routines and things that happen. Badrulaftersix. A very interesting blog. Mostly about life and seeing things in a different way (that's my personal opinion). And a cook book too!! Wow, ni memang rasa malu sikit sebab lelaki pandai masak. By the way, Badrul ni is a part-time anouncer at Era. Bulan-bulan puasa ni bila surf blog Badrul, memang terkecur air liur. Sebabnya semua entry resepi siap dengan gambar lagi. Iman perlu kuat bulan Ramadhan ni.
Another simple blog that I like is Zamil. Zamil ni one of the finalists for Malaysian Idol. His blog is so simple but nice. A bit about himself.
Skylarbounre. I really like this blog. I don't know the owner is a man or a lady. But I guess it's possibly a lady.
X-men. A simple entry regarding things that happend in his life
( I guess he is a guy). While reading his entry about Samarinda kot, boleh tergelak dan terbayang my old days.
Emm.. another blog is Emy. Her entry is so touching, simple and has a feminine touch. Simple and yet womanly.
Those are a few blogs yang I rasa best sangat dan nak visit everyday. Seronok pulak baca tulisan orang. Berbagai gaya penulisan. There's one blog yang language dia main hentam sahaja. I mean kalau marah, you can get angry too. Memang best. But people who browse will sometimes hentam tulisan kita. But kalau fikir betul-betul, it's their blog. Takkan nak tulis yang berlapik saja? Kalau tak setuju, jangan dihentam. That is their humble opinion.
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Wednesday, November 03, 2004
♥ I Had A Dream..
Have you ever dreamt of someone that has touched your heart some time ago? I have. Memang sukar untuk mengimbau kembali kenangan lama dan dalam masa yang sama, kita sedikit terkilan. But for me, maybe ada hikmah di atas perpisahan yang terjadi.
I was thinking of King (I'll call him that) after bumping into him (not actually bumping into him directly, tapi ternampak semasa di simpang jalan). I have known King since in primary school. Masa tu ada crush on him. He was one of the cute boys in school. Masa tu memang berebut dengan kawan yang sama-sama minat kat King ni. Lawak bile ingatkan kembali pasa kisah cinta monyet dengan King.
Anyway, sebenarnya terserempak dengan King hari Jumaat yang lepas. Dia baru balik dari Solat Jumaat di Masjid di ofis. Memang dalam kepala terhafal plet kereta King (B*N 202*). Ntah macam mana memang ingatan saya mudah untuk menghafal nombor telefon orang dan plet number. Bila ternampak je kereta King, leher pun dipanjangkan untuk melihat tuannya. Muka masih cute macam dulu. Tapi dulu, ada baby fat. Sekarang ni tak lagi. I really miss talking to him. Selepas habis je standard 6, terus lost contact dan tak bertegur sapa. Dia continue sekolah di sini. But I went to another school. After form 3, masing-masing dapat MRSM. Lagila jauh perjalanan kami. Lepas form 5, masing-masing melanjutkan pelajaran dalam bidang masing-masing. King dengan accountancy, me - Business Admin. Masuk je keje, dapat contact dia sekejap melalui msn messenger. Nampak masa dia konvokesyen. Nak tegur, masih segan. Maklumlah, kisah lama tu sedikit sebanyak menimbulkan rasa malu dalam diri ini.
That night after bumping into him, I dreamt that we had a conversation like the old days. How I really miss him and I enjoyed talking to him again. Rasa macam kehilangan selepas tidak bertegur sapa. Maklumlah, suatu ketika, kami rapat, and then just sebab benda kecil, terus bermasam muka. In my dreams, he told me that he just broke up with his girlfriend. And he was kind of broken hearted. I told him that it's not the end of the world. We laughed at our old memories. And then I woke up.
I went back to sleep since it was just 1 am. I dreamt of Prince - one of my best friend. I just got to know Prince during my early days starting work. Prince ni buat Masters in one of the IPTA's in Klang Valley. Saya masa tu keje dan masa tu masih ada kind of relationship with Tomato (emmm... can I call him 'kawan'?). And Prince pun ada girlfriend yang steady. At that time, my relationship with Tomato was kind of rocky. Lebih-lebih lagi lepas Tomato habis belajar. But I did not think about it as much. At that time, we (me and Prince) were exchanging emails. He never asked me about my relationship with Tomato. Dia macam seolah-olah tak tahu. But I was informed by my frineds yg dia asyik bertanya status relationship I with Tomato. On the day we broke up (actually it just faded away), Prince called and consoled me. He also broke up with his girlfriend. At that time he had completed his studies. He got a job in KL and after sometime, he was offered a job that he really liked. Our friendship kind of bloomed and became the best of friends. He was a bit afraid to pursue to the next level (as I've been told by his best friend) so, he opted to settle down (get married) and move to the east for his new job.
That night, I dreamt of having this wonderful gathering with him. I was sooooo happy. And he showed me his new born baby.
That morning, I got a call from him as if he sensed the dream that I had last night. But we didn't talk much because I was out and the noise was terrible. He couldn't hear me.
I really hope that Prince and King are in good health and happy with their lives.
p/s: Memang tidak dapat dilupakan kenangan manis bersama King dan Prince. Maybe some other time, I'll write about Tomato.
I was thinking of King (I'll call him that) after bumping into him (not actually bumping into him directly, tapi ternampak semasa di simpang jalan). I have known King since in primary school. Masa tu ada crush on him. He was one of the cute boys in school. Masa tu memang berebut dengan kawan yang sama-sama minat kat King ni. Lawak bile ingatkan kembali pasa kisah cinta monyet dengan King.
Anyway, sebenarnya terserempak dengan King hari Jumaat yang lepas. Dia baru balik dari Solat Jumaat di Masjid di ofis. Memang dalam kepala terhafal plet kereta King (B*N 202*). Ntah macam mana memang ingatan saya mudah untuk menghafal nombor telefon orang dan plet number. Bila ternampak je kereta King, leher pun dipanjangkan untuk melihat tuannya. Muka masih cute macam dulu. Tapi dulu, ada baby fat. Sekarang ni tak lagi. I really miss talking to him. Selepas habis je standard 6, terus lost contact dan tak bertegur sapa. Dia continue sekolah di sini. But I went to another school. After form 3, masing-masing dapat MRSM. Lagila jauh perjalanan kami. Lepas form 5, masing-masing melanjutkan pelajaran dalam bidang masing-masing. King dengan accountancy, me - Business Admin. Masuk je keje, dapat contact dia sekejap melalui msn messenger. Nampak masa dia konvokesyen. Nak tegur, masih segan. Maklumlah, kisah lama tu sedikit sebanyak menimbulkan rasa malu dalam diri ini.
That night after bumping into him, I dreamt that we had a conversation like the old days. How I really miss him and I enjoyed talking to him again. Rasa macam kehilangan selepas tidak bertegur sapa. Maklumlah, suatu ketika, kami rapat, and then just sebab benda kecil, terus bermasam muka. In my dreams, he told me that he just broke up with his girlfriend. And he was kind of broken hearted. I told him that it's not the end of the world. We laughed at our old memories. And then I woke up.
I went back to sleep since it was just 1 am. I dreamt of Prince - one of my best friend. I just got to know Prince during my early days starting work. Prince ni buat Masters in one of the IPTA's in Klang Valley. Saya masa tu keje dan masa tu masih ada kind of relationship with Tomato (emmm... can I call him 'kawan'?). And Prince pun ada girlfriend yang steady. At that time, my relationship with Tomato was kind of rocky. Lebih-lebih lagi lepas Tomato habis belajar. But I did not think about it as much. At that time, we (me and Prince) were exchanging emails. He never asked me about my relationship with Tomato. Dia macam seolah-olah tak tahu. But I was informed by my frineds yg dia asyik bertanya status relationship I with Tomato. On the day we broke up (actually it just faded away), Prince called and consoled me. He also broke up with his girlfriend. At that time he had completed his studies. He got a job in KL and after sometime, he was offered a job that he really liked. Our friendship kind of bloomed and became the best of friends. He was a bit afraid to pursue to the next level (as I've been told by his best friend) so, he opted to settle down (get married) and move to the east for his new job.
That night, I dreamt of having this wonderful gathering with him. I was sooooo happy. And he showed me his new born baby.
That morning, I got a call from him as if he sensed the dream that I had last night. But we didn't talk much because I was out and the noise was terrible. He couldn't hear me.
I really hope that Prince and King are in good health and happy with their lives.
p/s: Memang tidak dapat dilupakan kenangan manis bersama King dan Prince. Maybe some other time, I'll write about Tomato.
Am i really never good enough for you?
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1:15 PM
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Tuesday, November 02, 2004
♥ Managing blogs
I really envy those who have time to update their blogs. Saya memang teringin untuk update setiap hari. Tetapi memandangkan terlalu sibuk dengan tugas dan urusan harian, menjadikan saya tidak berkesempatan untuk update. Lagi pula, masih baru dalam bidang blogging ini, memanglah tak tahu nak archivekan entry. Nak bertanya, malula pulak. Maklumlah, tengok org ada blog, kita pun nak jugak. Tapi tak reti.
Dalam pada tak reti tu, ada jugak 2-3 blog lain.. he..he.. camne tu ekk??? sebenarnya kelahiran blog lain sebab kurang berminat pada layout yg sedia ada... bila dah suka layout blog sedia ada, tak retila pulak nak mengarchivekan entry.. and another thing, the other blog tu zaman budak hingusan.. malu if anybody reads it.. he..he.. pelik..pelik..
tula org tua-tua kata, malu bertanya, sesat jalan...
Dalam pada tak reti tu, ada jugak 2-3 blog lain.. he..he.. camne tu ekk??? sebenarnya kelahiran blog lain sebab kurang berminat pada layout yg sedia ada... bila dah suka layout blog sedia ada, tak retila pulak nak mengarchivekan entry.. and another thing, the other blog tu zaman budak hingusan.. malu if anybody reads it.. he..he.. pelik..pelik..
tula org tua-tua kata, malu bertanya, sesat jalan...
Am i really never good enough for you?
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