Wednesday, November 03, 2004
♥ I Had A Dream..
Have you ever dreamt of someone that has touched your heart some time ago? I have. Memang sukar untuk mengimbau kembali kenangan lama dan dalam masa yang sama, kita sedikit terkilan. But for me, maybe ada hikmah di atas perpisahan yang terjadi.
I was thinking of King (I'll call him that) after bumping into him (not actually bumping into him directly, tapi ternampak semasa di simpang jalan). I have known King since in primary school. Masa tu ada crush on him. He was one of the cute boys in school. Masa tu memang berebut dengan kawan yang sama-sama minat kat King ni. Lawak bile ingatkan kembali pasa kisah cinta monyet dengan King.
Anyway, sebenarnya terserempak dengan King hari Jumaat yang lepas. Dia baru balik dari Solat Jumaat di Masjid di ofis. Memang dalam kepala terhafal plet kereta King (B*N 202*). Ntah macam mana memang ingatan saya mudah untuk menghafal nombor telefon orang dan plet number. Bila ternampak je kereta King, leher pun dipanjangkan untuk melihat tuannya. Muka masih cute macam dulu. Tapi dulu, ada baby fat. Sekarang ni tak lagi. I really miss talking to him. Selepas habis je standard 6, terus lost contact dan tak bertegur sapa. Dia continue sekolah di sini. But I went to another school. After form 3, masing-masing dapat MRSM. Lagila jauh perjalanan kami. Lepas form 5, masing-masing melanjutkan pelajaran dalam bidang masing-masing. King dengan accountancy, me - Business Admin. Masuk je keje, dapat contact dia sekejap melalui msn messenger. Nampak masa dia konvokesyen. Nak tegur, masih segan. Maklumlah, kisah lama tu sedikit sebanyak menimbulkan rasa malu dalam diri ini.
That night after bumping into him, I dreamt that we had a conversation like the old days. How I really miss him and I enjoyed talking to him again. Rasa macam kehilangan selepas tidak bertegur sapa. Maklumlah, suatu ketika, kami rapat, and then just sebab benda kecil, terus bermasam muka. In my dreams, he told me that he just broke up with his girlfriend. And he was kind of broken hearted. I told him that it's not the end of the world. We laughed at our old memories. And then I woke up.
I went back to sleep since it was just 1 am. I dreamt of Prince - one of my best friend. I just got to know Prince during my early days starting work. Prince ni buat Masters in one of the IPTA's in Klang Valley. Saya masa tu keje dan masa tu masih ada kind of relationship with Tomato (emmm... can I call him 'kawan'?). And Prince pun ada girlfriend yang steady. At that time, my relationship with Tomato was kind of rocky. Lebih-lebih lagi lepas Tomato habis belajar. But I did not think about it as much. At that time, we (me and Prince) were exchanging emails. He never asked me about my relationship with Tomato. Dia macam seolah-olah tak tahu. But I was informed by my frineds yg dia asyik bertanya status relationship I with Tomato. On the day we broke up (actually it just faded away), Prince called and consoled me. He also broke up with his girlfriend. At that time he had completed his studies. He got a job in KL and after sometime, he was offered a job that he really liked. Our friendship kind of bloomed and became the best of friends. He was a bit afraid to pursue to the next level (as I've been told by his best friend) so, he opted to settle down (get married) and move to the east for his new job.
That night, I dreamt of having this wonderful gathering with him. I was sooooo happy. And he showed me his new born baby.
That morning, I got a call from him as if he sensed the dream that I had last night. But we didn't talk much because I was out and the noise was terrible. He couldn't hear me.
I really hope that Prince and King are in good health and happy with their lives.
p/s: Memang tidak dapat dilupakan kenangan manis bersama King dan Prince. Maybe some other time, I'll write about Tomato.
I was thinking of King (I'll call him that) after bumping into him (not actually bumping into him directly, tapi ternampak semasa di simpang jalan). I have known King since in primary school. Masa tu ada crush on him. He was one of the cute boys in school. Masa tu memang berebut dengan kawan yang sama-sama minat kat King ni. Lawak bile ingatkan kembali pasa kisah cinta monyet dengan King.
Anyway, sebenarnya terserempak dengan King hari Jumaat yang lepas. Dia baru balik dari Solat Jumaat di Masjid di ofis. Memang dalam kepala terhafal plet kereta King (B*N 202*). Ntah macam mana memang ingatan saya mudah untuk menghafal nombor telefon orang dan plet number. Bila ternampak je kereta King, leher pun dipanjangkan untuk melihat tuannya. Muka masih cute macam dulu. Tapi dulu, ada baby fat. Sekarang ni tak lagi. I really miss talking to him. Selepas habis je standard 6, terus lost contact dan tak bertegur sapa. Dia continue sekolah di sini. But I went to another school. After form 3, masing-masing dapat MRSM. Lagila jauh perjalanan kami. Lepas form 5, masing-masing melanjutkan pelajaran dalam bidang masing-masing. King dengan accountancy, me - Business Admin. Masuk je keje, dapat contact dia sekejap melalui msn messenger. Nampak masa dia konvokesyen. Nak tegur, masih segan. Maklumlah, kisah lama tu sedikit sebanyak menimbulkan rasa malu dalam diri ini.
That night after bumping into him, I dreamt that we had a conversation like the old days. How I really miss him and I enjoyed talking to him again. Rasa macam kehilangan selepas tidak bertegur sapa. Maklumlah, suatu ketika, kami rapat, and then just sebab benda kecil, terus bermasam muka. In my dreams, he told me that he just broke up with his girlfriend. And he was kind of broken hearted. I told him that it's not the end of the world. We laughed at our old memories. And then I woke up.
I went back to sleep since it was just 1 am. I dreamt of Prince - one of my best friend. I just got to know Prince during my early days starting work. Prince ni buat Masters in one of the IPTA's in Klang Valley. Saya masa tu keje dan masa tu masih ada kind of relationship with Tomato (emmm... can I call him 'kawan'?). And Prince pun ada girlfriend yang steady. At that time, my relationship with Tomato was kind of rocky. Lebih-lebih lagi lepas Tomato habis belajar. But I did not think about it as much. At that time, we (me and Prince) were exchanging emails. He never asked me about my relationship with Tomato. Dia macam seolah-olah tak tahu. But I was informed by my frineds yg dia asyik bertanya status relationship I with Tomato. On the day we broke up (actually it just faded away), Prince called and consoled me. He also broke up with his girlfriend. At that time he had completed his studies. He got a job in KL and after sometime, he was offered a job that he really liked. Our friendship kind of bloomed and became the best of friends. He was a bit afraid to pursue to the next level (as I've been told by his best friend) so, he opted to settle down (get married) and move to the east for his new job.
That night, I dreamt of having this wonderful gathering with him. I was sooooo happy. And he showed me his new born baby.
That morning, I got a call from him as if he sensed the dream that I had last night. But we didn't talk much because I was out and the noise was terrible. He couldn't hear me.
I really hope that Prince and King are in good health and happy with their lives.
p/s: Memang tidak dapat dilupakan kenangan manis bersama King dan Prince. Maybe some other time, I'll write about Tomato.
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