Wednesday, April 05, 2006
♥ Totally Exhausted
After all the hectic weeks and tonnes of work, today I kind of feel the exhaustion. My eyelids seem to be finding a way to be glued. The air condition in my room here make my eyes 10 times heavier. And I just can't seem to make my eyes to open.
I have been working so hard the past few weeks which I know I really like the thrill and the rush of adrenaline it gives me. But I guess I need some time to rest now. I was at the office yesterday until 2.30 am. Luckily I had a couple of people accompanying me here. And the best part was that even my office has 7 male colleagues, only 1 would show up and stay back. If he does not have any transportation, he'd find a way to come. No wonder I sayang him. Other colleagues would be jealous if I defend him or give him gifts which are slightly expensive than the rest. I mean this should not happen because if I ask for others to help, they'd make faces and give lame excuses. But he would just say I'll try to make it and he always make it. So, what more can they be jealous of? I mean it's not that I have any favouritism in asking for help or giving gifts. But one thing for sure, I know that he can do it and is willing to sacrifice his weekends and nights at the mamak stall watching football and yesterday he was fighting to stay awake to accompany the me and another female colleague. I even told him that if he was tired, just sleep on the couch and we'll wake him up once we're finished. But he still stayed awake helping out. So by giving small tokens or gifts, I show my appreciation.
Another incident that made me exhausted today was seeing someone with someone else and having a great time. I mean I am stressed out and seeing other people happy makes me exhausted and jealous. Well, I guess I'd better head back home before I fall asleep in front of my monitor due to being extremely exhausted. So, adios!
I have been working so hard the past few weeks which I know I really like the thrill and the rush of adrenaline it gives me. But I guess I need some time to rest now. I was at the office yesterday until 2.30 am. Luckily I had a couple of people accompanying me here. And the best part was that even my office has 7 male colleagues, only 1 would show up and stay back. If he does not have any transportation, he'd find a way to come. No wonder I sayang him. Other colleagues would be jealous if I defend him or give him gifts which are slightly expensive than the rest. I mean this should not happen because if I ask for others to help, they'd make faces and give lame excuses. But he would just say I'll try to make it and he always make it. So, what more can they be jealous of? I mean it's not that I have any favouritism in asking for help or giving gifts. But one thing for sure, I know that he can do it and is willing to sacrifice his weekends and nights at the mamak stall watching football and yesterday he was fighting to stay awake to accompany the me and another female colleague. I even told him that if he was tired, just sleep on the couch and we'll wake him up once we're finished. But he still stayed awake helping out. So by giving small tokens or gifts, I show my appreciation.
Another incident that made me exhausted today was seeing someone with someone else and having a great time. I mean I am stressed out and seeing other people happy makes me exhausted and jealous. Well, I guess I'd better head back home before I fall asleep in front of my monitor due to being extremely exhausted. So, adios!
Am i really never good enough for you?
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