Wednesday, April 26, 2006
♥ Butterflies in my stomach...
Have you ever had this feeling? I mean you feel like there are butterflies in your stomach and at the same time it gives you a tingling feeling and makes you feel very happy? I mean when you have butterflies in your stomach, how can you feel happy right? But that is what I am feeling today. I have had this feeling since Monday and it keeps getting stronger and stronger.
Actually there is this incident that happened on Monday making me feel like this. But I just still don't get it. I mean, it's weird but it's making me laugh suddenly and I know the cause but can't tell. People around me here think that I have maybe lost my mind. He..he.. whatever.
This Friday I'll be on my way to Langkawi. Can't wait to go shopping!
Oh by the way, I took this test at Tickle.com. Maybe this explains my personality.
Black
Your color is black. The color of night. Serene and mysterious, black conjures up images of elegant evening gowns, dashing tuxedos, and gleaming limousines. Traditionally a symbol of success, black also represents power and an uncompromising demand for perfection. Not surprisingly, you tend to set challenging goals for yourself and do whatever it takes to achieve them — your strength of character is second to none. This unfaltering determination, along with your natural elegance, impresses people. But keep in mind that your personality might be intimidating to some. Try to temper your demanding side with a little softness — trust us, it won't kill you. Overall, though, black is the color of professionalism and achievement, which means it's clearly the color for you.
Actually there is this incident that happened on Monday making me feel like this. But I just still don't get it. I mean, it's weird but it's making me laugh suddenly and I know the cause but can't tell. People around me here think that I have maybe lost my mind. He..he.. whatever.
This Friday I'll be on my way to Langkawi. Can't wait to go shopping!
Oh by the way, I took this test at Tickle.com. Maybe this explains my personality.
Black
Your color is black. The color of night. Serene and mysterious, black conjures up images of elegant evening gowns, dashing tuxedos, and gleaming limousines. Traditionally a symbol of success, black also represents power and an uncompromising demand for perfection. Not surprisingly, you tend to set challenging goals for yourself and do whatever it takes to achieve them — your strength of character is second to none. This unfaltering determination, along with your natural elegance, impresses people. But keep in mind that your personality might be intimidating to some. Try to temper your demanding side with a little softness — trust us, it won't kill you. Overall, though, black is the color of professionalism and achievement, which means it's clearly the color for you.
Am i really never good enough for you?
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Saturday, April 15, 2006
♥ How Could I Have Forgotten?
Under extreme pressure and tonnes of work, one sometimes forget the best thing in life. One might also forget to take life one day at a time. This happened to me recently (actually this always happen to me but I seem to ignore the signs).
Last Thursday, I came across a friend which has been almost a year I have not seen - Javard, the cool dude. We actually work at the same place but different department. Near and yet far (by the way, when are we going to have our pengat session ha? Hopefully before July eh? ;-) ). We exchanged news and thoughts. Then it suddenly hit me. I have been keeping busy all the time and I seem to have forgotten my friends and their whereabouts.
Seeing J that afternoon suddenly made me miss my friends. All of them. I'd remember taking leave from work just to have an ice-cream session with them or go to the album launching for a friend and just simply having lunch together. I mean just getting together and spending time together. Like there was this one time where I drove to Mid Valley just to have lunch with a couple of friends on a work day (all the way from Bangi!) and had to rush back just for a meeting at 2.45 pm!
Okay, enough about the friend thing. That evening, I went to watch the intervarsity football match. Being there at 5.00pm sharp, I realize that I have missed so much of watching football matches. I love sitting at the end of the field with the breeze of fresh air while watching people playing football. I miss the excitement and the joy of giving support and ranting the kind of cheerleading songs. That evening, I really enjoyed myself and I did not care of being seen as a fanatic supporter for the team I rooted for even while I was still in my baju kurung!
Well, I guess now that I have realized all those things that I missed in my life. And my life is not only being buried by tonnes of work but other things as well.
Last Thursday, I came across a friend which has been almost a year I have not seen - Javard, the cool dude. We actually work at the same place but different department. Near and yet far (by the way, when are we going to have our pengat session ha? Hopefully before July eh? ;-) ). We exchanged news and thoughts. Then it suddenly hit me. I have been keeping busy all the time and I seem to have forgotten my friends and their whereabouts.
Seeing J that afternoon suddenly made me miss my friends. All of them. I'd remember taking leave from work just to have an ice-cream session with them or go to the album launching for a friend and just simply having lunch together. I mean just getting together and spending time together. Like there was this one time where I drove to Mid Valley just to have lunch with a couple of friends on a work day (all the way from Bangi!) and had to rush back just for a meeting at 2.45 pm!
Okay, enough about the friend thing. That evening, I went to watch the intervarsity football match. Being there at 5.00pm sharp, I realize that I have missed so much of watching football matches. I love sitting at the end of the field with the breeze of fresh air while watching people playing football. I miss the excitement and the joy of giving support and ranting the kind of cheerleading songs. That evening, I really enjoyed myself and I did not care of being seen as a fanatic supporter for the team I rooted for even while I was still in my baju kurung!
Well, I guess now that I have realized all those things that I missed in my life. And my life is not only being buried by tonnes of work but other things as well.
Am i really never good enough for you?
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Friday, April 07, 2006
♥ Credits Deserved
I went home yesterday and stumbled across an article in the Wednesday's paper. As a friend, I am truly happy for his success because I know that all the ads in the radio really touch our hearts. Here's the article.
Kuala Lumpur Berita Harian 29.3.2006. Int Badrul Hisham, Cherly dan Hoe. Gambar Oleh Surianie Mohd Hanif
Congratulations Bro! You deserve the recognition.
Kuala Lumpur Berita Harian 29.3.2006. Int Badrul Hisham, Cherly dan Hoe. Gambar Oleh Surianie Mohd Hanif
Congratulations Bro! You deserve the recognition.
Am i really never good enough for you?
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Wednesday, April 05, 2006
♥ Totally Exhausted
After all the hectic weeks and tonnes of work, today I kind of feel the exhaustion. My eyelids seem to be finding a way to be glued. The air condition in my room here make my eyes 10 times heavier. And I just can't seem to make my eyes to open.
I have been working so hard the past few weeks which I know I really like the thrill and the rush of adrenaline it gives me. But I guess I need some time to rest now. I was at the office yesterday until 2.30 am. Luckily I had a couple of people accompanying me here. And the best part was that even my office has 7 male colleagues, only 1 would show up and stay back. If he does not have any transportation, he'd find a way to come. No wonder I sayang him. Other colleagues would be jealous if I defend him or give him gifts which are slightly expensive than the rest. I mean this should not happen because if I ask for others to help, they'd make faces and give lame excuses. But he would just say I'll try to make it and he always make it. So, what more can they be jealous of? I mean it's not that I have any favouritism in asking for help or giving gifts. But one thing for sure, I know that he can do it and is willing to sacrifice his weekends and nights at the mamak stall watching football and yesterday he was fighting to stay awake to accompany the me and another female colleague. I even told him that if he was tired, just sleep on the couch and we'll wake him up once we're finished. But he still stayed awake helping out. So by giving small tokens or gifts, I show my appreciation.
Another incident that made me exhausted today was seeing someone with someone else and having a great time. I mean I am stressed out and seeing other people happy makes me exhausted and jealous. Well, I guess I'd better head back home before I fall asleep in front of my monitor due to being extremely exhausted. So, adios!
I have been working so hard the past few weeks which I know I really like the thrill and the rush of adrenaline it gives me. But I guess I need some time to rest now. I was at the office yesterday until 2.30 am. Luckily I had a couple of people accompanying me here. And the best part was that even my office has 7 male colleagues, only 1 would show up and stay back. If he does not have any transportation, he'd find a way to come. No wonder I sayang him. Other colleagues would be jealous if I defend him or give him gifts which are slightly expensive than the rest. I mean this should not happen because if I ask for others to help, they'd make faces and give lame excuses. But he would just say I'll try to make it and he always make it. So, what more can they be jealous of? I mean it's not that I have any favouritism in asking for help or giving gifts. But one thing for sure, I know that he can do it and is willing to sacrifice his weekends and nights at the mamak stall watching football and yesterday he was fighting to stay awake to accompany the me and another female colleague. I even told him that if he was tired, just sleep on the couch and we'll wake him up once we're finished. But he still stayed awake helping out. So by giving small tokens or gifts, I show my appreciation.
Another incident that made me exhausted today was seeing someone with someone else and having a great time. I mean I am stressed out and seeing other people happy makes me exhausted and jealous. Well, I guess I'd better head back home before I fall asleep in front of my monitor due to being extremely exhausted. So, adios!
Am i really never good enough for you?
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Sunday, April 02, 2006
♥ The Day I am Smiling From Ear to Ear (even though I have to work today)
I have been expecting to be busy this time of year every year. It seems like a routine to me but the burden keeps getting heavier every year. That's why I planned to go on vacation while I could.
Don't get me wrong here. I am not whinning or complaining. I love my job and the pressure. But I hope that I don't crack under pressure here. He..he..
Actually, today is Luscious Lips' birthday - the guy that I have been having a crush on. So, I never thought that I'd publish this entry but what the heck. He doesn't even know about this let alone read my blog. And I am just happy and beginning to crack under all this pressure. That explains my attitude lately.
Anyway, happy birthday again Luscious Lips.
p/s: I thought of getting LL an Issey Miyake Pour Homme EDT. But I am too selfish to spend my money on someone who would never know I exist. But as they say, it's the thought that counts right? :)
Don't get me wrong here. I am not whinning or complaining. I love my job and the pressure. But I hope that I don't crack under pressure here. He..he..
Actually, today is Luscious Lips' birthday - the guy that I have been having a crush on. So, I never thought that I'd publish this entry but what the heck. He doesn't even know about this let alone read my blog. And I am just happy and beginning to crack under all this pressure. That explains my attitude lately.
Anyway, happy birthday again Luscious Lips.
p/s: I thought of getting LL an Issey Miyake Pour Homme EDT. But I am too selfish to spend my money on someone who would never know I exist. But as they say, it's the thought that counts right? :)
Am i really never good enough for you?
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