Wednesday, December 14, 2005
♥ In Need of Rest!
Arrgghh.. I have been exhausting myself lately. I haven't had time for myself and time to indulge myself in luxury - meaning the gym, sauna and steam bath. I have gain weight and I mean A LOT! Actually I gained back the weight I lost during fasting month. I have to do something. URGENTLY!
Anyway, last week, I attended the BTN course and seriously, I am exhausted. I don't have any stamina anymore! I mean, I used to like stuffs in BTN, but now, without huffing and puffing throughout the fitness session, that person is not me. I am totally ashamed of myself!
Actually it's not about being ashamed at other people. But I am ashamed of my own self. I used to be fit even though I am out of shape. But being unfit and huffing and puffing is a no-no for me. I have to do something about this!
During the tracking on the last day of the course, I lost my sport shoe in the mud. It gave way becauze I kept sinking in the mud. I was left with my left shoe (which almost gave way) and my right foot was bare. I also lost the sock on my right foot. And I had another 1 - 2 km to go. Friends told me to take of the sock on my left foot and use it on my right foot. Thank God by track bottom was long enough to act as another layer to cover my feet. I went limping (imagine one leg with a shoe, and another bare) to finish the tracking. I managed to survive with only one shoe (and that shoe was 80% ruined).
I arrived at the camp and threw away the remaining of the shoe and socks. I had sunburn on my face and it still shows. :-(
Well, back to the story, I am planning to get a new pair of sport shoes today. I mean as soon as possible. I'd like to start working out before I gain more weight. Emm.. what kind should I get eh?
Anyway, last week, I attended the BTN course and seriously, I am exhausted. I don't have any stamina anymore! I mean, I used to like stuffs in BTN, but now, without huffing and puffing throughout the fitness session, that person is not me. I am totally ashamed of myself!
Actually it's not about being ashamed at other people. But I am ashamed of my own self. I used to be fit even though I am out of shape. But being unfit and huffing and puffing is a no-no for me. I have to do something about this!
During the tracking on the last day of the course, I lost my sport shoe in the mud. It gave way becauze I kept sinking in the mud. I was left with my left shoe (which almost gave way) and my right foot was bare. I also lost the sock on my right foot. And I had another 1 - 2 km to go. Friends told me to take of the sock on my left foot and use it on my right foot. Thank God by track bottom was long enough to act as another layer to cover my feet. I went limping (imagine one leg with a shoe, and another bare) to finish the tracking. I managed to survive with only one shoe (and that shoe was 80% ruined).
I arrived at the camp and threw away the remaining of the shoe and socks. I had sunburn on my face and it still shows. :-(
Well, back to the story, I am planning to get a new pair of sport shoes today. I mean as soon as possible. I'd like to start working out before I gain more weight. Emm.. what kind should I get eh?
Am i really never good enough for you?
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