Monday, July 25, 2005
♥ Extremely exhausted
Throughout the whole week last week, I was unable to update my blog eventhough I really wanted to. I had a lot of things on my mind to pour out but I didn't have any spare time to do so. I was working my brains out and by 5.00 pm every day, I would be shivering and my head would pound so bad that I thought at times it felt like I had a time-bomb in my head waiting to explode! But it didn't stop me to go back at 10pm everyday.
Well, all the hard work ended last Saturday night. I was to exhausted to comment on anything but one thing for sure, I doubt all the effort and hard work was worth it because here and there, people kept saying things should be like this, not like that and so on. Well, I don't even care now because for all I know, that night was history, I gave my best, everyone did their best and I felt relieved. Well, nobody's perfect so they should be some mistakes here and there.
I had to miss AF and my favourite song sung by Mawi. Not that I am a fanatic fan of Mawi, well, I am a fan of Mawi because of his humbleness and honesty, but because of that particular song. Especially this part:
Baru ku sadari,
Cintaku bertepuk sebelah tangan....
Experienced it? Emm.. maybe. Anyway, I had to sacrifice that live concert on Astro for the event. One thing for sure, I had the chance to meet Javard for the first time. It was a good way of surprising him. He looked surprised knowing that it was me in front of him. Betul tak J? Anyway, it is nice finally having the chance to meet you since I have been a fan of your blog for quite some time.
The event on Saturday night ended at 12 and reached home at 1.20 am! My parents were still up waiting for me to come back. I had to make sure that everything was okay and nothing was left behind at the venue of the event. My mom said that my dad was worried sick because it was past midnight and his daughter has not reached home at that time. Well, in a way, that was the first time arriving home late from an event within 30km radius from my house (well, my curfew is at 8pm on weekdays and 7.00pm on weekends).
I spent Sunday watching the repeat of the AF concert at channel 15 and my head kept on throbbing. I went back to the venue of the event because I left my belonging there while rushing to get home last night. And at 4.30pm, I spent my afternoon at Alamanda Putrajaya. Arriving there, I was heading to the first floor and on the escalator, I saw a familiar face in The Chicken Rice Shop. I just stood on the escalator and stared at that person waiting for her to turn her head. As if sensing that someone was staring at her, she looked up and returned my gaze. I was waving and so was she. Reaching the first floor, I took the escalator back to go downstairs and there she was, Kak Rose with her husband and daughter. I guess the others (her children) were around but not at the table. It has been quite sometime since we last went out for outings together. I think it was album launching. Betul tak Kak Rose? ;) . It was great to see you again. Miss the old days.
This morning, after reaching the office (I had to drag myself), I browsed blogs that I love reading but could not read last week due to workload and found out that my bro is not so well and decided to rest from blogging. Abg Badrul, hope that you recover and do get some rest (see.. I love saying this to people but I never do get the rest my body craves for). Do not pressure yourself too much (another valueble advice but never followed). Hopefully everything will go well.
And now, I feel like I need a break.
Well, all the hard work ended last Saturday night. I was to exhausted to comment on anything but one thing for sure, I doubt all the effort and hard work was worth it because here and there, people kept saying things should be like this, not like that and so on. Well, I don't even care now because for all I know, that night was history, I gave my best, everyone did their best and I felt relieved. Well, nobody's perfect so they should be some mistakes here and there.
I had to miss AF and my favourite song sung by Mawi. Not that I am a fanatic fan of Mawi, well, I am a fan of Mawi because of his humbleness and honesty, but because of that particular song. Especially this part:
Baru ku sadari,
Cintaku bertepuk sebelah tangan....
Experienced it? Emm.. maybe. Anyway, I had to sacrifice that live concert on Astro for the event. One thing for sure, I had the chance to meet Javard for the first time. It was a good way of surprising him. He looked surprised knowing that it was me in front of him. Betul tak J? Anyway, it is nice finally having the chance to meet you since I have been a fan of your blog for quite some time.
The event on Saturday night ended at 12 and reached home at 1.20 am! My parents were still up waiting for me to come back. I had to make sure that everything was okay and nothing was left behind at the venue of the event. My mom said that my dad was worried sick because it was past midnight and his daughter has not reached home at that time. Well, in a way, that was the first time arriving home late from an event within 30km radius from my house (well, my curfew is at 8pm on weekdays and 7.00pm on weekends).
I spent Sunday watching the repeat of the AF concert at channel 15 and my head kept on throbbing. I went back to the venue of the event because I left my belonging there while rushing to get home last night. And at 4.30pm, I spent my afternoon at Alamanda Putrajaya. Arriving there, I was heading to the first floor and on the escalator, I saw a familiar face in The Chicken Rice Shop. I just stood on the escalator and stared at that person waiting for her to turn her head. As if sensing that someone was staring at her, she looked up and returned my gaze. I was waving and so was she. Reaching the first floor, I took the escalator back to go downstairs and there she was, Kak Rose with her husband and daughter. I guess the others (her children) were around but not at the table. It has been quite sometime since we last went out for outings together. I think it was album launching. Betul tak Kak Rose? ;) . It was great to see you again. Miss the old days.
This morning, after reaching the office (I had to drag myself), I browsed blogs that I love reading but could not read last week due to workload and found out that my bro is not so well and decided to rest from blogging. Abg Badrul, hope that you recover and do get some rest (see.. I love saying this to people but I never do get the rest my body craves for). Do not pressure yourself too much (another valueble advice but never followed). Hopefully everything will go well.
And now, I feel like I need a break.
Am i really never good enough for you?
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