Monday, May 30, 2005
♥ Happy Monday people!!
It's been a week since I last updated my blog. Last week, I was having a conflict in myself and I didn't have any mood to update my blog. I was really depressed and needed some time alone to think and sort myself out. I didn't know what to do and how to calm myself. It's not that I was scolded or anything like that, but it has to do with trust, honesty and my feelings deep down. Anyway, I think I can put the matter aside now.
Last week, I received an sms. It goes like this...
ONE WORD ABOUT ME. Describe me in one word, just one! Send it to me. Then you send this message to 10 friends and see how many wonderful/strange things people think about you. Do, reply, it's fun!
I replied the sms to the sender describing her as persistent. Well she is. I sent this sms to a couple of friends that I have met. And the replies were really out of my expectation. And it did make my day after what I have been through. Here are the replies - only 5 friends replied.
Abg Badrul - Gorgeous!
Nan - Cutey
Kak Rose - Lovable
Cik Tun - Sweet
Shai - So calm
When I first received the reply from Abg Badrul, I was like... hah?? Gorgeous?? Was he really talking about me? Or was it a different person and he smsed me the wrong message? Ha..ha.. I don't even know until today. But I guess he didn't change the sms and it was meant for me.
I have never thought of myself beautiful, gorgeous, pretty or what so ever. I have always thought that people would look at the physical appearance in making friends with people. And I am really concious with my looks. Sometimes I would feel so ugly compared to others and I would just sit back quietly or make people 'see through me' as if I am invisible. Nowadays, after meeting with new friends through the net, I have gained a bit confidence. But I still hold back a little when it comes to first timers. The best experience was when I met with wonderful people from Khai's Fanclub. And I have been trying to wash away the inferiority in myself and it has changed me.
Well, try the sms thingy out and you'll never know what people might think of you and the wonderful things that you never knew people see in you. Have fun trying!!
p/s: The reunion that I attended last week was superb. But I don't think that I would review it for a while. The pics of the places have been uploaded here.
Last week, I received an sms. It goes like this...
ONE WORD ABOUT ME. Describe me in one word, just one! Send it to me. Then you send this message to 10 friends and see how many wonderful/strange things people think about you. Do, reply, it's fun!
I replied the sms to the sender describing her as persistent. Well she is. I sent this sms to a couple of friends that I have met. And the replies were really out of my expectation. And it did make my day after what I have been through. Here are the replies - only 5 friends replied.
Abg Badrul - Gorgeous!
Nan - Cutey
Kak Rose - Lovable
Cik Tun - Sweet
Shai - So calm
When I first received the reply from Abg Badrul, I was like... hah?? Gorgeous?? Was he really talking about me? Or was it a different person and he smsed me the wrong message? Ha..ha.. I don't even know until today. But I guess he didn't change the sms and it was meant for me.
I have never thought of myself beautiful, gorgeous, pretty or what so ever. I have always thought that people would look at the physical appearance in making friends with people. And I am really concious with my looks. Sometimes I would feel so ugly compared to others and I would just sit back quietly or make people 'see through me' as if I am invisible. Nowadays, after meeting with new friends through the net, I have gained a bit confidence. But I still hold back a little when it comes to first timers. The best experience was when I met with wonderful people from Khai's Fanclub. And I have been trying to wash away the inferiority in myself and it has changed me.
Well, try the sms thingy out and you'll never know what people might think of you and the wonderful things that you never knew people see in you. Have fun trying!!
p/s: The reunion that I attended last week was superb. But I don't think that I would review it for a while. The pics of the places have been uploaded here.
Am i really never good enough for you?
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