Friday, May 20, 2005
♥ Cinta Luar Biasa
Cinta Luar Biasa - A movie about a reunion of friends from schooldays. Some might wonder why I chose to write about the movie that has been in the cinemas early this year right? Well, the thing is that I will be attending a reunion tomorrow and will be off to the northern region of Malaysia tonight.
I am actually a bit nervous to attend the reunion. It is a mega reunion where all batches from the school will attend and there will be quite a number of people that I don't know and it will be the first time meeting them. Like super-super seniors and juniors.
I am actually having the feeling of being like Syanie in the movie. I was talking to my friends here in the office that I am going to change my appearance for the next 3 days starting from tonight. I was thinking of straightening my hair (rebonding, and without my tudung as well) and maybe wear a knee-length skirt with a blouse and a hat and not to forget, stilettos. Oh.. remind me to shave my legs this evening ehh?? Ha..ha.. imagine Syanie in the movie, I will be more or less like that!
Nah.. that is just the image that I got while thinking about this reunion. I have an awkward feeling about this reunion and I am hoping that a certain person won't be coming to the reunion. Actually a part of me would like that person to come, but another part would like it if that person won't come. I am actually torn between two feelings. I know that the person's best friend will be there. And I also heard that that person might be there if he goes back to his hometown for the weekend.
It's not that I don't want to see him. But it will be a bit awkward after all these years and thinking about the silly things we did. I don't know how to explain this but I think it would be better if I don't go into the details. But one thing for sure, I would be extremely embarrassed if Larry (his other best friend) comes to the reunion. I did something that I regretted all these years. But at least, I have memories of my schooldays. Not many knew what I did. Only my best friend and I and Larry himself. It is not a big thing actually, but because I did it, I would say that I felt I extremely embarrased. Anyway, again I think that it is too personal for me to share it here.
Well, I guess I have about 24 hours before the reunion. And I am really hoping to see all my teachers and a few of my classmates that will be going together with me there tonight. It has been at least 6 years since I last went out with my friends. I don't know if they'd recognize me anymore since I have gained weight (arrgghhh... I hate admitting this) since I have last met them.
I hope that I would enjoy my weekend as well as the reunion. Enjoy your weekend everyone!
I am actually a bit nervous to attend the reunion. It is a mega reunion where all batches from the school will attend and there will be quite a number of people that I don't know and it will be the first time meeting them. Like super-super seniors and juniors.
I am actually having the feeling of being like Syanie in the movie. I was talking to my friends here in the office that I am going to change my appearance for the next 3 days starting from tonight. I was thinking of straightening my hair (rebonding, and without my tudung as well) and maybe wear a knee-length skirt with a blouse and a hat and not to forget, stilettos. Oh.. remind me to shave my legs this evening ehh?? Ha..ha.. imagine Syanie in the movie, I will be more or less like that!
Nah.. that is just the image that I got while thinking about this reunion. I have an awkward feeling about this reunion and I am hoping that a certain person won't be coming to the reunion. Actually a part of me would like that person to come, but another part would like it if that person won't come. I am actually torn between two feelings. I know that the person's best friend will be there. And I also heard that that person might be there if he goes back to his hometown for the weekend.
It's not that I don't want to see him. But it will be a bit awkward after all these years and thinking about the silly things we did. I don't know how to explain this but I think it would be better if I don't go into the details. But one thing for sure, I would be extremely embarrassed if Larry (his other best friend) comes to the reunion. I did something that I regretted all these years. But at least, I have memories of my schooldays. Not many knew what I did. Only my best friend and I and Larry himself. It is not a big thing actually, but because I did it, I would say that I felt I extremely embarrased. Anyway, again I think that it is too personal for me to share it here.
Well, I guess I have about 24 hours before the reunion. And I am really hoping to see all my teachers and a few of my classmates that will be going together with me there tonight. It has been at least 6 years since I last went out with my friends. I don't know if they'd recognize me anymore since I have gained weight (arrgghhh... I hate admitting this) since I have last met them.
I hope that I would enjoy my weekend as well as the reunion. Enjoy your weekend everyone!
Am i really never good enough for you?
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