Monday, March 14, 2005
♥ How I wish....
I have been stressed out lately. My eyes hurt and they have a certain glaze because I have been staring at the monitor nearly 12 hours a day! And I just cannot stop to do other things. By the time I am back in reality, it is already time to go out and play. Well at least I know that jogging or walking eases my stress level. At least that was until last Thursday. I went for a jog (or I would rather call it walk because I only jog for about 100 – 200 meters only.. he..he..) and the track was occupied with other people training for the upcoming sports event. I wanted to stop after walking for 2 rounds because my legs seemed to cramp. I looked behind me to see if there are any other joggers or sprinters in the lane before crossing it. And I saw none. As I was crossing with my legs hurt badly, I was hit by a sprinter. Kappoooowww… I was turning to the other direction and heading for the ground. I saw the sprinter was on the ground as well. He apologized to me and asked me if I was okay. He said that he was sorry and he did not notice me crossing the tracks. I was like what?? I am that ‘small’? I could not stand pain in my leg and my right arm. Until today it stings. Anyway, the sprinter just got up and headed towards his friends. After that, they raced and he was still in a good shape. I was in agony. I felt like breaking down and crying that instant. The pain really did hurt so much and I was limping back to the car. Could you guys imagine being hit by a moving object that moved 30km/hr? That was what I felt when he hit me. Anyway, today my legs do not hurt that much anymore but my right arm cannot bend as usual. It still stings.
Enough about that. I just wanted to share a song that I currently love listening to. I play this song over and over and over. He..he.. I am really obsessed with this song and I think many out there are obsessed with it because everywhere I read, I would see the lyrics of this song and their entry about it. I have thought about writing about this song after listening to it the first time sometime in February, but I lost the spirit and enthusiasm of writing due to the stress. Anyway, here is the song…
Mungkin Nanti (PeterPan)
Saat daku berkata
Mungkin yang terakhir kalinya
Sejarah lepaskan semua
Ku yakin inilah waktunya
Mungkin saja
Kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja
Rasa itu telah pergi
Dan mungkin bila nanti
Kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pinta ku
Jangan kau cuba
Tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang ku tinggal mati
Seperti hari kelmarin
Saat semua disini
Dan bila hatimu termenung
Bangun dari mimpi-mimpimu
Membuka hatimu yang dulu
Cerita saat bersamaku
Mungkin saja
Kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja
Rasa itu telah pergi
Tak usah kau tanyakan lagi
Simpan untuk mu sendiri
Semua sesalan kau cari
Semua rasa yang kau beri
Arggghhhh… I feel like I am in a fantasy world dreaming about HIM. But I would rather feel like what the song says. How I wish……
Enough about that. I just wanted to share a song that I currently love listening to. I play this song over and over and over. He..he.. I am really obsessed with this song and I think many out there are obsessed with it because everywhere I read, I would see the lyrics of this song and their entry about it. I have thought about writing about this song after listening to it the first time sometime in February, but I lost the spirit and enthusiasm of writing due to the stress. Anyway, here is the song…
Mungkin Nanti (PeterPan)
Saat daku berkata
Mungkin yang terakhir kalinya
Sejarah lepaskan semua
Ku yakin inilah waktunya
Mungkin saja
Kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja
Rasa itu telah pergi
Dan mungkin bila nanti
Kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pinta ku
Jangan kau cuba
Tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang ku tinggal mati
Seperti hari kelmarin
Saat semua disini
Dan bila hatimu termenung
Bangun dari mimpi-mimpimu
Membuka hatimu yang dulu
Cerita saat bersamaku
Mungkin saja
Kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja
Rasa itu telah pergi
Tak usah kau tanyakan lagi
Simpan untuk mu sendiri
Semua sesalan kau cari
Semua rasa yang kau beri
Arggghhhh… I feel like I am in a fantasy world dreaming about HIM. But I would rather feel like what the song says. How I wish……
Am i really never good enough for you?
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